'cause I missed you

'cause I missed you.
Yeah, I missed you.

yes, i dyed my hair red. so its maroon now. gah, won't take long till it fade to brown again.

sooo, yest was really tough for me. imagine, not sleeping b4 going to school. first day was, scary and sad. Fasting. Schooling. Fasting. Schooling. Sleepless. Schooling. Presenting. Fasting. gosh. But strangely enough, i manage to stay up all the way. Not only did i attend school, i went to break fast with my friends at al amin after school. And back home, i had to do my RJ and finish up on my java. So all for all, i stay up for 31 hours! believe it or not! nah uh, i did'nt sleep at all. seriously. i did'nt even lay my head on the table during school and i did'nt even sleep in the bus on my way home. Im surprise myself.

Now im in school. 2nd day was pretty much ok la. Was scary at first but i made new friends. luckily. And lucky enuff aqila is always there for me in class. Challenged Marvel Nemesis with her during our free time. OMG! its a fighting game ok, and aqila made it into a catching game ok. ahhaha. She was running here and there trying to get away from my character. Pengecot!

i still am sleepy. ergh. and im still sad.

Don't you forget about me. I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby. =(

So yes, i woke up today. checked my myspace. new friends request.
guess who?! guess who!?
JORDAN IZAAK PUNDIK!!!!
nfg lead singer.
GOSH! i rub my eyes for a second! gosh it is him!
but who knows it was just a fake account?
but im pretty sure it was him eh. cuz... i dunno? my heart says so?
and the profile itself.
hahhahahhahah! k im bored. i dunno what to blog about so yes.
excuse me for the crap.

So yes, im giving up on my rubiks cube. I was so damn close. i got the centers, i got the pairing. but i can't manage to get the colours together. sigh sigh sigh.
so yes. i declare "IM GIVING UP ON THIS SHIT" Three days of solving it, what did i get? it had only made my hand more painful. hahahha. ergh! stupid thing. sheeeesh kebab.



So today, i dress my sister up before she go out. so here goes my model. HAHAHAHAHAHA. yes she lost her pair of shoes sumwhere. hahaha. so no shoes in pictures!


tmr, its the start of a new semester. should i look forward? or shall i not?
gahhhhhh. it annoys me to think of RJ! My.. its lyk the most irritating part of rp sia. sheeeeeeeesh.

OMG!!!!!!!!!! MY FAV WORD IN MY BLOG IS DEFINITLY "SO"
SO YES.
SO URM.
SO TODAY.
SO SO SO SO SO SO SO!

uh yes **trying to avoid so**, haha. was talking to sumone yest, and he went lyk "brb" and i went lyk "oh ok". so he went back with a "BACK!" then i went lyk "oh where u went", the ans was...
"gonchang" - masturbate.
So, yes, WTH?! was it suppose to be funny?
i dun understand this kindda people anyway.
for real or not for real, u won't be entertained.
lyk as if we were close enuff to start an open joke anyway.

THE PROMISE.
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.
But if you'll wait around awhile, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise you, I promise you I will.

If you need a friend, don't look to a stranger,
You know in the end, I'll always be there.
But when you're in doubt, and when you're in danger,
Take a look all around, and I'll be there.

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.
But if you'll wait around awhile, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise you, I promise you I will.

When your day is through, and so is your temper,
You know what to do, I'm gonna always be there.
Sometimes if I shout, it's not what's intended.
These words just come out, with no gripe to bear.

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.
And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me,
I promise you, I promise you I will.

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.
And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me,
I promise you, I promise you I will.

I gotta tell you,
Need to tell you
I gotta tell you,
I gotto tell you...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.
But if you'll wait around awhile, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise you, I promise you...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.
And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me,
I promise you, I promise you I will.
I will. I will.

SIGH!!!!! EVERYTYM IT HAPPENS! WHERE HAVE MY COURAGE WENT?!
BUT I SWEAR, I'LL BUILD THEM UP!! I SWEAR.

so yes toodles.

oh wait! or issit yes is my fav word? hahaha.
maybe both? sheesh.

Head on collision.

Okay, i am seriously fustrated. I feel so angry. I mean, i spent the past 6 hours doing this stupid thing called "rubiks" twist turn, and i finally get all the centered fill with the colour it is meant to be. 6 hours or so ok. When my sis play around with it and messed it up, now it came back to its normal position again. ARGH! I even cried okay. Stupid! ergh! 6 hours for nothing?! gosh. i feel like throwing this stupid rubik cube away. But im not giving up! i still am gonna try my best to get it all matched up. ergh.

today was a rather stupid day for me. was supposed to buy kain, but end up there's none that attracts my eye. so yes, im heading to arab st to find. soon. Geylang was, err, geylang? ahhaha. normal. lights, minahs, mats, mak cik, pak cik, datuk, nenek, food, kain, bla bla bla. heading back home was a problem. we cant even get a cab. we spent almost 1 hr finding for a cab. and that requires us to travel by bus, to hougang to get a cab.

My father was being err, merepek at a point of time. He got this tendency of making sure that we greet his relatives well. Making sure that we should shake their hands when we meet. So, just now, we met his relatives, he went lyk "DA SALAM KE BELUM?!". Then im lyk "DA LAH! next tym when i want to greet sumone, i'll call u up and say "EH DAD! LOOK, I'M GREETING THEM EH! LOOK LOOK! IM GONNA KISS THEIR HAND OK?! OK? U LOOKING OR NOT?! OK?! OK GOOD!"" Stupid btul! ahhahahhaha

Oh yes, took the taxi home rite, passed bishan. And guess wat? Saw this familiar looking bus stop at a familiar looking road. And i remembered, it was on that adventurous night me and the girls had when we walk down the long journey down to sumwhere and waited at the bus stop for the night rider. talk shit. and waited. and waited.

and waited...
1 hour passed...

still waiting..

then eliane realised, eh! it's the weekday. NO NIGHTRIDER LA!
hahahahahahahaha stupid incident.

Aite, happy fasting people!

But it makes me sad. =(

Was supposed to head geylang with my mom today. But my i feel so sleepy, so mom said change of plans, we head geylang tmr instead.

So today, went out with the sister for threading. Well, it was a last min plan.
Ate ya kun kaya toast after that. I think im starting to love ya kun kaya toast.
The ice milo especially. Super nice.

Talk shit with her. And she gave me an advice that really made me realise, hey maybe she's rite. She's actually making sense.
Gahhh. And she definitely could feel what im really feeling rite now.

I've been figuring out on how the hell can i manage to solve this stupid rubik's cube. Ergh. My sis place a bet of $50 on me, if i manage to pull this off b4 6 today. It's been 4 hours of doing it? And seriously, i dunno wat the hell am i doing sia. twist here twist there. the colours keep changing and changing! but not even a straight line of colours! hahah! i give up!! forget it.

I'm browsing tru videos of madina lake. One of my fav. His voice sounds super nice la! for acoustic je. Adalia = me! hhahahha.

Aite, now, im heading to sleep. Headache since just now. ergh.
Still i wonder... why?

Crushing on my head are boulders made of lies and dust

Ok, so i woke up, late. as per normal la.
And im pretty sure my friends know tat.

woke up 1 on the dot. and the plan was to meet at 2.30 bugis mrt station.
So yea, i was late.

Was in the toilet when aqila called me. And believe me, im the happiest girl in the world today. Aqila gave me the most shocking news for today. She called me and shouted "MINAH WE SAME CLASS! GO CHECK!". I was sooo happy i shouted yey! i was jumping with joy sia. Aqila my fav girl last sem and now, another sem of her. Wooohooo! now, i won't be quiet in class fo sure. Cuz... I got her! YEY YEY AQILA! SO MUCH OF THE I WILL MISS YOU LYK @!#!@4#2 EH. hahah. Ok i took my time to check the class roster, nah, no one i knew except aqila. Hopefully the class is fun and friendly la eh.

So yes, i was late, i did'nt have tym to blowdry my hair and wear the first outfit i could see. So i reach bugis kan, elia was already there la, alone. She laughed at the way i dress. She said i look like i wanna go hiking osumthink. siak btul. ahhahah! luckily i brought my cardigan la. So eliane said, change will be better. So yea, i changed outfit. but my hi-cut looks like urr, disastrous to everything. I went lyk heck la kan! sape nak tgk kan. ahhahah.

Supposedly, nurul was suppose to tag along. But, i dunno wat happen to her, change of moods, she decided not to come. ergh. ahhahaha. Met loga near the OG building. Ate ayam penyet. Then went straight to the library. Hmmm, so yea, found some relevant sources i could use for my pp. I guess, i need to spent more time at the library for quite some time just to finish up my PP in days to come. Its not for loan anyways. and its the only library with the statistic i need. so yea. leceh benar.

Got off the library at around 8? then took some pictures with loga since loga need to go off first. Ah huh. so yea. after that kan. Here comes the interesting part and elia is so gonna hate me for this. ahhahahah!

K, she said, there's a merlion on top of the roof top of one of the raffles district building. She pointed to us before, but i keep telling her, no its not. I mean, why would the government want to put merlion on top of a building kan. ahhahahh! wth! So, today, we took our time, walk down to clark quay, just to see that stupid thing.



and it turns out to be... it's just sum kind of light? with a paper on it osumthink. ahahhahahhah!

We sat sumwhere at the bridge of clark quay afterwards till 11 or so b4 we head home. Sitting on that bridge was like sitting on a boat. It was shaking, and it makes me sick.

aite, toodles!

god, let it stay in my mind, dun let it slip away.

I'm a born failure.

Sumtyms, i wonder, why don't i see black birds in the night?
Seen any of them at night? or was it just me for not realising that there's actually black birds at night? Hmmmm.

So elia came over to my house today. To watch.... High School Musical 2! HAHAHHAHA! We're kiddish. I knoe. Well, personally, i think the show, merepek la. Zac Efron, wat's the deal with Zac man. What is sooo hot about him?! GOSH! open ur eyes wider peeeople. please, Zac is not hot okay!! I give him, 6/10. just average. I dunno y, but he just gives me the "ergh" feelings. His moves, masyallah. i think my dad dance nicer la for a guy. He's too gayish. ahhahah! **ELIANE! HEARD ME?!**

They say, at this point of age, if two tooth at the bottom back of ur mouth are growing, it's called the wisdom tooth. I had those. Now, i feel that one of the upper teeth at the back of my mouth is growing, now wat are those?! normal? im not too sure too. when i eat breads or stuff like that, the gums, hurts lyk hell. sheeshhh. and i guess, this is just the start of it.

So yes, im turning in early today.
Heading to the national library with the girls tmr to read up the book on starhub. SIGHHH~!
Stupid PP.

Oh yes, since u might be reading this, i've been saying it once twice third fouth fifth six seventh eight nine 10. i dunno la!. Again, happy 19th birthday nicholas han wei xing. hahahha. =D