burned!

Imagine, you’ve been going out ¬with someone for quite sometime. And one day, while going out and stuffs, there’s someone who went up to him or her and started kissing him/her when they thought you wasn’t around. Well the kiss I meant was some sort like a greeting kiss, 3 times, on the cheeks, on the cheeks and on the lips. You know like those American styles. And when your friend introduced him/her to you, he/she went lyk “OH, DO NOT TAKE IT THE WRONG WAY. HE’S WAYYY YOUNGER THEN ME” How’d you feel?

Well, I would feel sad but I’ll pretend like nothing happen and just laugh about it. Foolishness. And I’ll think, how foolish of me, thinking of going out with him. Well I understand that it may be your style of “greeting” each other, but it’s just that I am not really comfortable with that kind of “Style”. Out of the sudden, I see that I can’t be with you. I can’t even mingle with your own clan. Sorry for trying too hard. Sorry for wasting your time. Sorry sorry sorry. I’ve only wanted us to be friends, and not more then that. I can’t see you with me. We can’t really talk. We did the same thing almost every time.

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eee. herizal so kental.
hahahaha. watching krayon rite now.
boredddddd.


Sometimes, i dun really know what people want actually. argh!

fucked up

Argh!! Feeling so fucked up rite now.
Why must my aunt keep on siding my sis, when my sis is the one to blame?
I hate those feelings when she makes me feel as though i'm in the wrong.
Can’t she just side me for once?! Lyk wtf, she's making me feel like im a bad person kindda thing. And my sis, I hate her bitchy-ness. Ergh! sorry for being sinful or sumthing. just that, i have feelings too ok.

Adding up to the fuckedup-ness, my couz coming to Singapore in like err – TOMMOROW! Argh!! Hate it when I’m being controlled by her. In addition, I HAVE to listen to her. GOD! Sent her back home pls. lol. Im evil. I know. But on the bright side, at least i have a shopping partner rite now. Someone to hang out with. yey! ahha.

turn me into a skatergirl!

Watched MTV Made yest.Oh my Oh my. i wish to be MADE someday. the episode was on a girly girl who wanted to be made into a skateboarder. gosh. She's like the luckiest bitch ever. Guess who's her coach? He was TIM O'CONNOR SEH! Daymnnn. my old time crush. lol. then she got to meet some other pro skaters. goshhhhhh. if only twas me.

I WANT TO BE MADE INTO A SKATEBOARDER! CAN!? =D

life as an unwanted bitch.

he told me, dun give up siti.
i'm sorry to say i've gave up a long time ago.
i've given up way before i stepped in.
what's the point of you telling me all this lyk now?!
i guess i shall call this retribution.
argh. im a bitch im a bitch im a bitch.
call me, unwanted bitch.
yes i am.
i've been telling myself, just hold on.
just hold on, and bare all this.
just get this over with.
no point crying.
no point argueing.
i shall consider lucky i have my own friends.
=D

19 presentations to go.

19 more presentations to go right nurul?! YEYY!!! hahaha. Tmr, im having science module. SOOOOOO not looking forward to it. i hate i hate science. my shittiest subject ever. I mean, why learn science, when im in INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY. And matthew, is the most BORING-est faci ever. Listening to him makes me sleep. MONOTONOUS CREATURE. I'm lyk so slack in class nowadays. maybe i should just quit school, and go to art schl eh? thinking abt it. depends on my graade for this semester. maybe i should just fail every module, so that i could get into art schl. ARGH! stupid parents.

Or maybe even better, maybe i should just listen to them, just get the diploma in information technology, and then commit suicide "NAH! YOUR STUPID DIPLOMA CERT YOU WANTED!! TAT'S ALL YOU WANT! YOU DID'NT EVEN BOTHER ABOUT WHAT'S BEST FOR ME. AND THIS IS MORE LYK, WHAT'S BEST FOR YOU BOTH."

That's life.