i dreamt of you yesterday.

but i did'nt get the ending.
i sleep again thinking i could get that ending.
but i just could'nt.
that piece was missing.

i went to the kitchen just now to grab some food.
i had a plate on my hands. and guess wat i did?
i took the jug out of the fridge.
and i nearly poured drinks on my plate. WTH!
ahhaha. stupid deed.
goshdarn! wat is happening to me.

so yest, i had dinner with friends at al-ameen.
and i got choked la.
embarassing okay!
i didnt notice if anyone was looking.
but i was coughing lyk mad.

and on my way home, there was this fussy chinese granny wanted to take the bus.
she was scolding this indian women for pushing her.
but she claim she didnt. well i actually dunno if she did or not.
but the way the granny shouted was really mean.
she brought up sr nathan into this. wth.
she said sumthink lyk, "u think u got nathan i scared ah?!"
wth. this is a good example racism.
luckily i did'nt went in the bus with her.
it'd be noisy if i would.

i just realised sumthink about me.
i used to think that, when im sad, i'd be skinny.
and when im happy, i'd be fat.
but come to think of it.
i realised that, when im sad, i'd be fatter.
and when im happy, i'd be skinnier.

and now, i just can't stop eating. uhh, get wat i mean?
im sad. yes i am.
im seeking joy. i want to lose weight.
=(

smother me says:
uhh, how u knoe i know them?
--- says:
hahaha
i just ask randomly ahh wheter they noe u from myspace..

uh, ok. is tat strange or whut.
how do they random-ly ask sumone.
tat's way too random.
strange.

madina lake

madina lake is love

i keep listening to their songs every morning now and then on my way to school.
and that fictional character of theirs called, adalia, is just superb.

"Me Vs. The World"
Sometimes I try not to hate myself
For everything I never said
When you were here
And so I'm burning up photographs
Of what was a perfect past

'Cause I'm still here
But I'm barely holding on
Where did I go wrong
Choking on the difference
Between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt

And I wish you were here
It's so hard that I try to bury it
Pretend that you didn't exist
So I can be strong
But I feel sick
And I feel diseased

'Cause everyone abandons me
And I can't move along
'Cause I'm barely holding on
Where did I go wrong
Choking on the difference
Between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apartI know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt

And I wish you were here
I can not pretend you didn't exist
Misery is just a state of mind
Hiding from the world's no way to live
So I'll convince myself that I'll be fineI'll be fine
But since I lost you I'm barely holding on
Where did I go wrong
Choking on the difference between
Me and the world

And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt

So I look up to the stars
And wonder out loud
Why everything I had in life
Has fallen from my arms
Can you even hear this song?
I'm screaming at the clouds
Screaming to a galaxy
That never cared at all
That I need you here



this is audrey
she has weirdest laughter i've heard so far. hahaha.
and yea, hair is in a mess everytym when im in the class.

I ate way too much today.
I ate nasi goreng for luch.
I ate fries and nuggets for dinner.
and I ate mutton chop at beach road ard 11 for dinner again.
and i end up eating waffles for supper.

i need to stop eating!
luckily fasting month is coming.

Take Me Away

scribble me a tiny heart on my left hand.
and drop me a mixtape.

holidays in 2 weeks time. yey!
shall i start claiming my hols now?

i've been eating waffles from just now.
im loving waffles! =D

i feel lyk wearing my vest tommorow.
but daymn, i seriously need to get it altered.

uhhhh, why do i always know sumthink i should'nt?
stop me please.
but it's okay minah, it's ok.
u're smiling now are'nt you?, she says.

olldd stuffs

sum old shit i found.

my dad got this ntuc voucher. so my mom asked me along so that i could buy anything i wanted.
okay, b4 that, i did'nt know y, i had a stupid dream again.
in that dream, i woke up and i followed my parents to ntuc.
so we went to amk ntuc. and guess what i bought?
i bought a CAR LA!! wahhhhh seh! ahhah.
then after buying, i drove the car. then when i drive, my mom da takot takot. then i bring my parents gi rounding and all. and i found this secret passage at the carpark of my neighbourhood.
this passage leads you to a place where there's jetplanes.
and then.... my mom interrupted "minah bgn! da lambat!!!"


okayyyyyyyyy.... currently, im listening to sweet pandemonium - him. old song. old song. i remember how much i used to liked ville valo last tym. i used to think he's hot. which in fact he still is. and oh, i was fanatic to bam margera last tym. right b4 i was crazy for guetller. ahahha! erghhhhhhhh! if only i could turn back tym and snap a pic with guetller. lalalalala~ wat's done is done. okay im blabering shit.


oh yeeeesss..... i bought so much stuff just now, shopping at NTUC. how pathetic. but did'nt knew i could get so much out of it. But the best out of it was CLUEDO and TWISTER! Played cluedo with sis just now, and i win! ahhahaha. Twister is fun if there's a lot of people playing it tho. still remember i play it during camp. ahhaha! so funny. guys and girls all over each other. i soooo wanna play it with my cuzzies. and oh. i want chalet laaaaa..... i miss chalet-ness. hahahah! i want family chalet! tym to psycho my dad now!!

and oh. i can tie my hair up now!!

urmmmm.
waiting for nothing.
a fool, i am.

I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies.

NDP = BORING/SAD DAY.

Dun you think that Lee Kuan Yew is cute?!
i think so u know.
reminds me of my granddad.
haiz. oh how i miss his touch.

=(