You could be my angel

Okay, okay. Today was a bad bad day.
I think, i can't be alone. When i'm alone, i think of things i should'nt have.
Christmas was spent by heading to my aunt house for kenduri.
Yes, it was rather... boring.
It was ok at first, but suddenly sumthin was just not rite.
So, I sleep in kak siti's room, waiting for mom to head home.

So yea, i was watching peter pan just now.
Seriously, i mean SEEEEEEEEEriously, the show is pretty much stupid.
And peter-pan was being an ass.
Kay, the hatest part was when he said to wendy "This is make believe isn't it?". So, wendy got hurt. And im like
And yea, in the end, he did'nt even get together with wendy, WHAT'S THE POINT SIA?!
and wendy did the most sweetest thing by kissing him. She has a good heart. But peterpan, you suck.
Gosh. i hate peterpan.
Peterpan used tinkerbelle too. sheesh.
Okay, enuff of peterpan oready.

So mon, we had family bbq (shikins bdae party). With the cuzzins and all.
It was fun, tho at times i get really quiet at times.
The day, got me darn tired luh.
I got back home, i can't even manage to stand properly.
It felt like as if my joints were dislocated osumthink.
It gets numb and then it hurts so bad.
The part i enjoyed the most that day was playing 7 level pigs with the cuzzins.
It was funnnneh. We were lyk mad people at pasir ris park okay.
Shouting lyk no one cares. Doing silly actions lyk no one sees at all.
Oh, i even manage to climb a tree. haha.

New years coming up.
I was looking forward at first.
But now i guess not.
Dun even think im celebrating this year.


AND PS: I hate it when people bugs me to send photos to them a zillion of time.
GOSH. GIMME A BREAK COULD YA?! i'll do it when im free ok.
i get irritated by this. seeeeeriously.

To him, These words are my heart and soul

To you, These words are my heart and soul

Okay, im confused, you're confused, we're both confused.
I seeriously don't know anymore.
See, if you don't know, i don't know, then i guess, we'll be getting nowhere, but back to how we were.
And that, that is the last thing on my list.
You're like chipsmore you know.
It's like "Now you see it, now you don't!!" haha.
But Im getting tired of this chipsmore thing you know. Im tired.
Feelings for you won't change. I know it won't.
Im sorry if my question might irritate you today. im sorry.
I actually felt that i was falling deep for you and that i was ready.
But i was too foolish to even think that way.
GOSH. Foolish you minah.
See, If you did'nt play ard with my heart i would'nt feel this way in the first place.
But seriously, thx again for the weeks of laughters. i enjoyed every moment of it, and somehow wished it hasn't changed. =D

but for now, i guess, its best that i'll keep my distance.
cuz i feel that, its the right thing to do kan?

You're on my heart just like a tattoo

sorry for the lack of updates.
Seriously, i can't manage to upload pictures and stuffs like that anymore.
I'll do that if i have the time to sneak into my sisters room to get to the desktop.
Grr.

So yea, things have been pretty good lately.
And i still can't believe that my sis got married. hah.
Whatever it is, congrats to her!
And Im on hols now, so yey!
Right now, im one confused kid right now.
To whom it may concern, i don't want things to be left hanging like how it was.
Okay, that's all for now.
It just feel different today okay.
It's strange to not say gd nite.
So yes, im wishing now, gd nite!
Save me.

Soon.

i have'nt been updating this blog.
i realised.
I've got a LOT to updates.
Soon okay?!
Soon.

=D

You're a falling star.

Starbucks drinks is on the house today!
YES, FREE. from 5-7pm. GO GO GO!

caught in the rain, and now im having headache.
wait, is that one of the symptoms of being caught in the rain?
Or am i just having a random headache?
ahahhaha. k nehmind about that~

There was a point of time just now, when my sis got mad with this cashier at mc.
So after getting our orders, she was lyk "What kind of cashier is that?! So Rude. I must complain man!" Then she went lyk "Omg, was i loud?" then i went lyk "YEA!!!" Then everyone in front of us turned! HAHAHHA. i swear that was funny ok. And i went like "OOPS. sorry." geddit?! GEDDIT?! no? okay nehmind. ahhaha. funny thing is that, i was even louder than my sis luh.

Sis and wan was dancing crank dat soulja boy in the car. lyk OMG. hahahha.
And i swear the car was bouncing!
hahahha. and i was laughing like nuts.

K msn is being an ass seriously.
All thx to my sister who downloaded a virus.
And now MSN got infected. WTH.
Any idea how do i remove this goddarnthing!? grr.
I've used the anti virus software, but they could'nt detect any.
Sheeeesh.


So yesterday was my birthday.
Thx everyone for the wishes!
And thx for the lovely presents too! =D

Well yea, I had to go to school even though it was my bdae.
So, this year was really different.
I had a surprised party in my house.
And seriously, i mean seriously, i had no clue at all.

Initially, i tot NO ONE was going to celebrate my birthday.
And that everyone was busy. Loga and mira had bazaar, eliane said she had to work, aqila was lyk, eh lets celebrate your birthday, but her face was the reluctant-face-kindda-look. hahaha. So, after school, i was held in the class with the classmates for lyk urm, 40 min or so?! waiting for god noes wat fer. haha. then i was bored. Luckily, my sis called me up and asked if i had any plans, so i said no. Then she and wan picked me up after school. So, i was lyk, A LIL down, But i was'nt that SAD OKAY! hahahha. i was like, "Ok luh, nehmind, they're all busy i understand" that kindda thing.

my sis and wan was trying to make me feel good by bringing me to yishun. For wat?! For threading and car wash luh! Then they were lyk "MINAH, FOAM PARTY UH!!!" hahhahahha. they really crack me up. So they bought me shaker fries, then we head sembawang park. For a while only! Then wan wanted to treat me fig and olive at vivo. I was like okluh. But before that, we head home first.

I open up my door, with my selekeh look, then, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!" Confettis all over! THEY SCREAMED, I SCREAMED, WE ALL SCREAMED. hahahahaha. It was really funny luh. seriously. I was screaming okay! Shocked of cuz! Like wat aqila said, my face was PRICELESS. ahahhahaha.
K this has gotta be the best surprise ever.

My close friends and classmates were there.

All thx to my mom and dad for the help too.
And oh, my sis was a part of the plan afterall!
sheesh.

So there was steam boat, and they had my fav dish, "TOM YUM!" YUMM-MEH!
They bought me the volcom sweater that i wanted but i could't afford. THX LUH SERIOUSLY!!! LOVE IT!!

Ok, so overall, i guess this is the best birthday i had to date.
it was a memorable one.
And i mean it. hahahah
THX! MWAHSMWAHS!!

and to end this, "THURDAYS A BITCH!" ahaha.
I just wish sumday i could skip thursdays.