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Sunday, November 20, 2005

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Haiiiii. i juz dun understand myself.
I hate to miss chances.
Letting go is what i would do the best.
I hate it!
Why do i always have to be lyk this?
I'm sick and tired of thinking!
I hate it!
Argh! i fuckin hate myself.
Maybe wat sis say is true.
But hey. i was born and being raised TOO well.
I'm so sorry to whom i hurt.
I just wish i could change the way i am.
but i can't.
Can i?