Almost Here

Loga was like asking me today. how old are you uh now?
and i told her, im turning 20.

Its funny how i confidently thought that im actually turning 20 this year.
When im only turning 19. -_____-

I guess probably all my friends are turning 20+, so it kindda makes me feel like, im turning 20 this year.
That's how slow i am when im ard them.
This september nurul's turning 22.
Eliane's turning 21 2 mnths after my bdae.
Mira and mimi are turning 20 a month after eliane's bdae.
And loga's turning 20 a month after mira's and mimi's bdae.
AND ME?! IM STILL 19 BY THEN.
grrr.

But its okay right?! the younger, the better. :P

I've been trying to save money this week.
I'm trying hard to not spend so much.
Tryin to starve myself.
But it seems soooooo hard.

I need a job.
yes. I need a freaking job!

Pls sumone! Help me.
Pls aminah! Help yourself!
-______________-

okay, toodles amigos.
Time to sleep.
Darn tired.