My emotions are pulling me down.
Its playing shit on me and its taking over my body.
and it kills a part of me, losing myself, being something i don't want to be.
Its like, only a little part of me is playing nice.
The rest are all plain evil and plain selfish.
But im strong. Im strong enough to try to push it all away.
trying not to be all that. because i think it isn't worth my time, neither its worth anyones elses time.
So i chose to be strong instead.
now tell me, am i just lying to myself?
but don't we lie for the benefit of others?
now im trying to lie to my feelings for the benefit of my own and others.
but lies, it leaks out somtimes.
its only a matter of time.
same goes as my feelings.
its just a matter of time.
I only seek for the truth.
I know they say truth hurts sometimes.
In fact, i already experienced that eons and eons of times.
but wounded hearts, they heal.
slowly.
