Baby, you're my best medicine
Im down with a high fever yest. Rite after spending the time with baby at bedok, to vivo. to town and then to beach road. That baby said i looked like im dying. But honestly, my fever never reach 38.3 before. And the bike ride almost made me feel like fainting. and today, i woke up seeing him at my house. After much stupid jokes he made, i felt better and i spent my time with him playing badminton. hahaha.
Went home to get some shower, and we hang out under my void deck. And it almost felt to me like it was the first time we knew each other. Only difference was, we were'nt holding hands last time. I can't believe that he could actually remember how my myspace profile looked like at that point of time. That was like in 2006. Then the early 2007 he started commenting on me, When he still had a gf. -__- And then they broke up, him saying that the reason he broke up was because he had his mind on me. I felt bad, but i knew, i never did try to ruin their relationship, because i told him to hang on. Then i just knew that i can never be with a guy who wants to fool around. After months of meeting up and him giving up, he already started dating many many girls. But still he will always find means to get thru to me. So i decided to be-friends with him. But this idiot keep sugar-coating me and making me hurt. Until my 2007 birthday, he popped that question for him to be mine. At the very same spot where we were sitting this 2009, today. *looking at the countless of girls he dated* I was still was'nt ready. And he gave up again. He continued dating other girls and this time, this idiot hurt me real bad when leaving me. But everytime, when things don't go the way he wanted it to be, he find his ways back to me again. being nice, i'm always his listening ear. Not until early 2008 where i decided to finally gave this idiot up for his playing around with my feelings. I met him up for the last time, and ended the night with a goodbye sms. I started crying cuz it was just too hard. And that night after, he came over and started shedding tears. Thats when i knew, he still has a heart. And that THIS IDIOT, is that idiot whom i'll love today tommorow, the next year and the many many more years to come.
He changed a lot. After much testing and people telling me how bad i am treating the other guys. I have faith that there's always reasons why i chose him over the others.
And i think that it is fate that brought me here.
Cheesay huh?!
"Fate is building a bridge of chance for someone you love"
