i hate saying goodbyes to my love ones even tho i know they arent gone forever.
because i'll start pouring and i'll never seem to stop to know that they are so far away from me.
both my best friend and my love are in australia right now.
sighh.
anyway, i was supposed to save up for aust next year feb.
to be there with eliane to hang ard and to spent time together. To feel independent going there with her and to depart by myself.
the plan was to catch sounwave music fest. great lineups with bands such as all time low, paramore and many many more. But look where am i now, spending most of my hundreds and hundreds over dollars over clothes and more clothes.
I JUST CANT STOP
But i still can make it!
And i will make it!
