A HAPPY FAMILY.

ALL I EVER WANT IS

A HAPPY
FAMILY

GRR-RAM!

erm, so okay. im depressed people. i hate my family. so yea, i went funan juz now with my family. searching fer a laptop. and my dad was so argh! fed up sia. he was angry, and shouted in the shop sey. fucked up sia. he only believe in wat he says. and he dun trust in other people. including his children. tell me how do u feel?!and yet he could humiliate me and my sis at the shop he saes that evry laptop shud comes with microsoft office itself. HELLO?! he dun even knoe wat is tat btw! and he was agueing with the assist manager there?! and then, i started crying. they saw i was crying, but yet i laugh. i dunno ah. i just can't control my tears ah. so i told my sis and my bro i dun even knoe why im crying. but i sure DO myself.
i waas crying because, im not proud of having a father lyk him.
i was crying because i dun think my family is even wat we call a 'family'
i was crying becos my sis and my bro shouted at my dad. and yet i pitied him.
i was crying because he dun trust me.
yes, i pity him... i really do. i really hate him, but deep down, i knoe theres some things which makes him a special dad. Adding up to the fucked-up-ness, i was posted to IT in republic! ARGH! another reason to be mad aat my dad again.

the mixed tape

This is morning
That's when I
spend the most time Thinking 'bout what I've given up
This is a warning
When you start the day just to close the curtains
You're thinking 'bout
what I've given up
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could
burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of
I read your letter
The one you left when you broke into my house
Retracing ever step you made
And you said you meant it
And there's a piece of me in every single Second of every single day
But if it's true then tell me how it
got this way
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you
I was thinking of
And I can't get to you I can't get to you I can't get to you
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
I swear to God this mix could sink the sun
But it was you I was thinking of
And this is my mixed tape for her
It's like I wrote every note With my own fingers

people always leave

its true.

... And it hurts...

truth

Truth is, I don't really like to think about poly or the after life. im good at secondary school. I knoe my friends and my enemies. And now, the enitre schools over. After graduation, everyone will enjoy themselve. And i have to start all over, alone.

dickies.

yessa its 0630 and yet im not sleeping. i just finished watchin one tree hill 313. gosh. u knoe wat?! i wanna be haley. i wanna be in haley's position! i want a guy lyk nathan. someone who really love her for who she is. it's the heart that matters. but sumtyms, reality won't do such a thing. wat's in a movie are all lies! they tend to play tricks on ur mind. yea, i knoe. it sucks. but how could i ever find a guy lyk nathan in the 20th century. oh come on. its true. (if u know wat i mean.) nathan is just the sweetest guy ever. awwwww. they say, its the personality that matters. well, that's fair enuff. but now, guyz look forward fer girls who have wild personality. ITS TRUE!