Its never too late.

Tired Tired!
Im super duper tired.

Went back from jaybee just now. The purpose was to get that kebaya i wanted! but it was tailored made ah. It belongs to someone. Sadded. But aminah still wants it okay! So, dad said, we go back singapore, buy kain, then go back JayBee some other tym and we'll make the same exact one. But, i definitely can't get it for hari raya. but heck! i'll wear it on my sis wedding.

So yes, was on the bus trip to larkin. Saw this yellow bus stop in the middle of the streets and there was a fight between the bus driver and 1 passenger. they nearly gave each other a fist. gosh. nightmare! Sometimes, i wonder, what would my life be like if i was raised in their country. And i wonder, how will i dress up sia?! hahaa. gosh.

I went out with my big fancy spects. ah huhhhhhh. and guess wat? there was this guy who shouted "SPECTS TAK ADE BESAR LAGI KE AWK?!"
hahahahahahhaahhahhhHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
Siak betul. ahhahahha! tsk! watever! I LIKE OKAY.

Then, i was eating at a food stall in larkin? then there was this huge black lizard on the floor walking ard. GOSH! clean up the place goddamnit! groossssss okay. it's fat. it's black. and the texture, OMG! pengsan hamba. i quickly sit cross legged sia. ergh!

Got back home ard, 8? k believe this or not, i was taking picture of myself lying down. snap snap snap then i fell asleep! HAHAHA. really tired la. and worst still, i woke up at 11 just now. cam first tym gitukan. ahhahah!



I hate it when i see my sister raised her voice to my father. gosh.
K, listen up, my dad, 57 years old, went all the way to JayBee, collect her wedding invitation card on her behalf, with no vehicles, he carried that 700 cards with the 700 envelopes with his hands, all the way from jaybee to singapore. Return home, show my sister the card, she open it up, and mess it up. and when my dad gave her a nag, she gave him attitude and raised her voice to him. Uh, hello, not even a thank you okay.
i went to my room, tell her, how mean she was. and she can't accept it.

dammit.

The presence, is everywhere

I think, god is getting sick of my stories.

But thx for listening.

Listen to Me Vs The world - madina lake.

that's exactly what im feeling rite now.

So yes today was just another boring day of mine.

Im on my bed 24/7. My legs are wobbly wobbly doo.

sumtyms i wonder? was it because i had too much sleep or very little sleep?

i watched cinderella 3 today.

interesting. Hi-pe-ti-pa-pe-ti-pum!

i watched evan almighty too.

Evrytym when they say sumthink negative, i'll make things positive.

I say, 1% just maybe 1% of it was still there.

And i believe, that's true.

Can you even hear this song?

I'm screaming at the clouds

Screaming to a galaxy

That never cared at all

That I need you here

shheeesh

Yes, this is what happens when i dont blowdry my freaking hair

So i was reading thru zozi's blog and he made a post with my vector on it.

"... the song "malu-malu monster" has just finished its re-recording yesterday. took the total of 8 solid hours to finish it. a song for my sembawang RP friend, aminah kusendang. because she is so malu(shy). but whatever it is, she's a good friend."

Aww, Zozi made a song for me called "Malu-Malu Monster". Im flattered. But wait. wat?! malu-malu monster?! WTH. HAHA. Funny shiet. i listen to it b4, back then. but this tym he rerecord it with drums? uh yea. Gile la die. ahhaha.

I've been tagged by sue. so yea. heeeee. Im bored anyways.

1. (the person who tagged you is) - sue

2. (your relationship with him/her is) - the nextdoor classmate

3. (5 impressions you have of him/her) - funny. gile. blur. sotong. MINAH! hahaha.

4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you) - Uh... probablykan. by saying that im a minah.

5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you) - "Minahrep!!" whenever she meets me

6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will) - cherish her.

7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) - uhhh. nothing much la. hahaha.

8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will) - talk things out and make things rite again?

9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be) - if that happens then i'll write about it.

10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is) - help her with the poster she's doing for her aunt. hahahha!

11. (your overall impression of him/her is) - ok la. can crap together kan. hopefully we'll be next door classmates again ey.

12. (how you think people around you will feel about you) - I dunno eh? Some thinks im stupid. Some would think im mean. Some would think im nice. Some would think im mad. Some would think im crappy. Some thinks im loud.

13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is) - I love me for i dun fling ard. I believe the one is the last. Well we'll see about that.

14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is) - I definitely would hate myself for i am super shy. and i always keep things to myself and not let it out. and when it is lost, im regretting it.

15. (the most ideal person you want to be is) - Can i be one of the olsen twins? LOL

16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them) - THX for being there for me. I love ya'll a lotttttt!!

17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)

1. elia
2. mira
3. nurul
4. azimah
5. anna
6. kalz
7. aqila
8. liana
9. romie
10.amirool

(Who is no.6 having a relationship with?) - my sisterrr.

(Is no.9 a male or female?) - yadayadayada! he's a male ler.

(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) - hahahha. prolly?

(What is no.2 studying?) - diploma in business accounting

(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) - tues?

(What kind of music does no.8 like?) - JIWANG!

(Does no.1 has any siblings?) - yeah. 2. elder and younger sis

(Will you woo no.3?) - prolly if she's over UHHHHHMMMM.

(How about no.7?) - she's attached!! =(

(Is no.4 single?) - she's attached too. :(

(What’s the surname of no.5?) - chen!

(What’s the hobby of no.4?) - maybe, spending tym with her bf? lol.

(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) - they are strangers to each other la dey.

(Where is no.2 studying at?) - RP.

(Say something casual about no.1) - she likes to cry. A LOT

(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?) - As a friend? yea. lol. kau tau kan aku sayang kau riana. rindu sekali!

(Where does no.9 live?) - Bedok

(What colour does no.4 like?) - urmm. not too sure la. blue? its a guess. lol.

(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) - Neh. Strangers to each other.

(Does no.7 like no.2?) - Not sure. BUt they've met each other b4.

(How did you get to know no.2?) - sem 1 poly classmates.

(Does no.1 have any pets?) - used too.

(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) - YES KAN AQILA! JGN KEMBANG. ;p

Just the thought of you, i fear.

Gosh. I’m pretty much mood-less nowadays.

Yest, I slept early than ever. It was around 2 when I doze off to lala land. And I dreamt quite a no. of dreams. But every time it came to an excitement, I kept on waking up. One of it was, I went to I-don’t-know-which water theme park, and there are tones of people swimming. It was like some kind of fantasy water theme park or something. Beautiful and fun to go to. Ok whatever. I always dream about crazy little things.

So yea, yesterday, I went to follow my sis to book her wedding cake. The one she chose is really beautiful. Elegant is the word. There’s a tiara on top of the 3 level cakes. Sometimes, I really am looking forward for her wedding day. But sometimes, it just saddens me and I don't know why. Could it be that, she has little time to spend with me now, or could it be I'm afraid to be alone on the wedding day? It could be both. And I’m pretty sure it's both.

Kay, let's imagine, it's her wedding day, so who's gonna be by my side? I’m pretty sure my parents will be super busy on that day. My bro? When has my bro ever be with me by my side to entertain me? My sis? uhhh. are'nt u forgetting sumthink?! She’s getting married and obviously she won't be by my side. My cuzzies? uhh. that depends only if they never bring their urrr, guy friends to come? But im pretty sure they are gonna bring at least one guy along. So yes that leads me to the kiddies kiddoes of my cuz. My frens? uhh. that is if they come ah. haiz. it just saddens me to think that I’m a loner on my sis wedding day. I dun want it to be that way ya knoe.

And oh I still remember the day kak siti or kak ida get married. I remember clearly, I was walking around like i got no point of direction. I was walking and walking alone, finding something good to come. Everyone has someone. Get wat i mean? And there i was. sitting. alone. Finding my sis to entertain me. And sumtyms she know how I feel and she will be there for me. But now, it’s her wedding day. She won't be there for me anymore.

Im sad. it kept me thinking yesterday when she was choosing her wedding cake.

Cheer me up. someone. :'(
I feel so weak today. but i ain't sick. why?

I wanted you to know, i love the way you laugh

Okay. Yest, was sleeping away ard 5. When i heard a bad bad news from my sis bf. The news definitely kept me awake. I was afraid sumthing bad happen. i told my parents, wat if. my dad was on my side, he said call up. But i refuse to. Luckily, nothing happen. and im glad.

So urm yea, my friends definitely gonna hate me for this. BUT HELL YEA! I GOT THE SPECTS BABES! ahhahahhahahhah! IT'S NOT WEIRD OKAY. call me ugly minah if u want too. AND NO NO NO. DUN REFUSE TO WALK BESIDE ME AITE. hahahhaa

I had to travel alone to yishun today. grrrr. And GOSHDARNIT, the bus, was just freaking disgusting okay. there's roaches everywhere. one of it were flying away. ASS btul. i sat there with my cram face. Screaming quietly on the inside. ahhaha. scary shit ok. pest are just ain't my thing okay. i hate them lyk i hate life.

My parents were busy painting the living room walls anyway. and i think the colour is... OKAY LA. Im thinking of painting my future house black. how about that?! and everything in the house is pure black and white. cool shit ey. But it won't happen fo sure. hahaha.

Anyone wanna dance thriller?! IM UP FOR IT! hahahahha!

You don't feel me, anymore.

aiyer.
WE WERE SUPPOSED TO RIDE TODAY OKAY! =(
hahaha. nehmind. sum otha tym maybe.

Today is the 1st september 2007.
A brand new month.
Im breathing u fresh air.

I keep hearing the song kiss me everywhere la.
i switched on the tv today, and there goes the song.
i went to nurulle's blog and there goes the song.
i lovveeeee the song.

So yes, i was bored.
So, i did a lil sumthin sumthin for nicks band.





a lil plain.
i am seriously lacking of ideas nowadays.

today is saturday.
saturday saturday saturday.
and i asked a fren "not schooling later on?"
haiz. i seriously thought it was thuurs.
WTH.
ahahha. and when it was thurs, i seriously thought it was fri.
BODOH BTUL!

Oh yes. i lost one side of my eyelash too. ergh. HAHAHA.
stupid btul.