Cuz, I am the king of wishful thinking

Here i am at coffee bean drinking mocha frap.
Seriously, i was never a coffee-lover.
But ever since i hang too much with my frens in starbucks, i think i love ice-blended coffees now.
Ok whatever.

There was a sudden question in my mind now.
Don't you think that time is moving oh-so fast now?
I mean, lyk really fast.
One moment i felt that it was just the starting of school.
Now, its the fourth week of school. sheeesh.
The question is, should i be glad about it? Or shall i not?

Hari raya's coming.
I think its gonna be the same old boring shit all the tym.
What's worst is that school hasn't end.
Gahh. i seriously think it would be boring one this year.
Nothing new that im gonna expect.
Im only interested in gaining some cash.
Then i could buy stuffs.
Stuffs i've been longing for.
wahahahhaahaha! *evil*


So, i thought to myself if u know that hari raya's gonna be dead this year.
Might as well u look good doing it.
Im planning to get a new hair-do. But i won't break my oath for sure. I definitely won't cut my hair lah! trim o sumthink. colour it osumthink.
Then, im gonna go threading.
weee-hooo.
But wait, have i told u im broke currently?
ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Will you call my name or walk on by?

Okay. I was cleaning my closet today, and saw some stuffs that i thought i should share.

First up, a gift from i-dunno-who.


Do you know that this was my favourite plush toy last time? I use to sleep with it too. And oh, i love ducky ducks last tym. ahahahha. KENTAL.


My sis was a fan of nsync last tym. "IT'S TEARING UP MY HEART WHEN IM WITH YOU. WHEN WE'RE APART I FEEL IT TOO." hahahhahahahhahahahhahhahah! then she will do the dance la. omg. those were the days. hahaha. Oh! she hates the BSB. JGN MAIN MAIN EH! ahhahahha.





Not too forget, she love the moffatts too. ahhahahahhahahhahah!


So my first virgin phone was...

Then coloured phone was the in thing then. So i had to get the...

Sadly, My nokia 3200 got soaked with lime juice.. So i got the...

Then i realise, gahhhh. nokia 6170 = boring. No memory card, very little data to store in. So i went to get the...

Sadly, my nokia 3250 commited suicide 24/7 by slipping off my hands and off to the ground. Now, im back with nokia 6170. hahahahaha. sucks!

So with my stories + my family phone history. This is what we've got.
hahaha.


So i had these from my frens. Gosh, looking at the ones at the back reminds me of feiruz. Now where on earth are u my friend!? been too long already. The sleepover. The bestie. Gosh. You're missed, feiruz.


This was from Az. And i clearly remember i got this on primary 6. Think it was my fav present ever. She got the forever bear and i got the friends bear. Awww. I miss hanging out with her.


Got this from my poly mates last year. Funny how almost all of them mentioned the same thing. And NS GUY was all over. wth. not now aye? hahahah!. Stupid sabotage that never did worked on me. hahahhahaa.



Okay, Everyone has their own dirty little secrets rite? Well i got mine too. I have this diary, where theres pictures of those i hate in a book. HAHA. ok. this was so last tym ok. secondary school. My so called burned book. hahaha. so yes, a sneak preview. Of cuz i hide some details here and there. Who knows? Some might still be reading this entry. hahahahhahah!




HAHA. OK, this one, Im pretty sure everyone in sec school knows the feud between me and kim. Shouting in the corridor lyk nobody business. So there isn't any need for coverups, rite kim? Hahahaha. She definitely know how much i hated her last tym. And i obviously know how much she hated me back then. So yea. =D


Okay. that's all for now. Tooooodles!

Linger

So yea, i wasn't emo or anything just now. I felt hurt.
But watever it is. Im seriously very very very sorry eliane if i made u felt guilty or anything.

I know ur intention was good. To stop me from everything. But, theres always other ways to do it kan? Those words was just too heavy for me to carry it along with me. And that is why i broke down and cry. I felt stupid seriously. Tearing all the way home, it made me felt like an idiot seriously. I did'nt know why tears roll down my eyes either.

You could see that i was defending myself real hard. I hate hearing such stuffs u knoe. I told u to stop but u continue. Sumhow, those words made me feel like im useless. worthless.

Saying it all, what makes you so sure that u're true. It kept me thinking sumhow. Im trying hard not to make it true.

So yes once again. Im sorry mira and eliane for that shitty tears i had just now.

And im okay now! :D after 6 hours of sleeping.

Give me a man who is man enough

Give me a man who is man enough to give himself just to the woman who is worth him. If that woman were me I would love him alone and forever.

What a day to start with when u realise that ur 50 bucks gone missing. HOW GREAT!!
Just great. Seriously, great.
If only it was 10 bucks that gone missing.
But why the blue note?!

Seriously, my brain isn't functioning well for a 18 year old kid.

Okay, i find it strange somehow. Troughout this poly life of mine, there were still somethings that my close poly mates did'nt know about. Like my... home phone no.? They have no clue wat's my home number anyways. hahaha. super strange. My primary friends has it. My secondary school friends has it, But my poly friends, they just don't get it. hahaha.

eliane was saying i was being selfish. But no im not. I actually decided on a final choice of not giving away my home phone no. to any of my poly mates for a certain reason. ahaha =D

anyway, saw guo rong in rp today. Gosh i felt so bad for not recalling his name. He's my primary -> secondary school mate and he called me "AMINAH!" gosh. i felt so mean. then i went lyk "What's ur name ah?". Mean i was. ahhaha. He's face turned sour a bit after i asked that question. Sorry la. hahha. been tooo long already la.

Im currently in school rite now. Super sleepy.
I can't even do research properly. Everytym when i read a paragraph of words, my eyes will doze off and i will start my head-banging. gosh.
I want to go to bed!!!

I always got so much things on my head to blog about. But when i start typing out stuffs, i tend to forgot what i want to blog about. ergh.

I need to know, if its for real.

So today was a day out with aqila, venga and syirah. I did'nt really know them. But it was fun getting to know them. Aqila came up with a plan to go ice skating.

My ice skating was.... fun. But the part where i fell three times was just bad. ahhahahaha. The last fall was the worst ever! It was lyk, "BOOM!" dammit. hahahha. i fell backwards, and hit my ass, my head, and my hand over my body. Gosh. I could'nt really feel my hand afterwards. and my head was dizzy. But luckily im fine. My hand is still painful due to that stupid fall. hahaha. All of us had our embarrassing fall over there. So yes, i was'nt alone. ahhahahaha.

Break my fast at some korean restaurant. and daymn the food was nowhere near delicious. I could'nt even finish anything. the beef, the veggies are all eww. the only thing i manage to finish up was the soup and the drink.

Oh and i tried this.



hahaha. wth.

Got back home, pretty much tired, slept till 2.

This ring in my middle finger is just ain't lucky no more.

So yes, my portable hard drive just died off on me. and now, im figuring out how do i recover my data. so i went forum by forum. There were two methods. Which really, I mean SERIOUSLY cracks me up. So here goes. read this cpnversation between the 3 of them.

Tomale

I used to have an IBM Deskstar 20G as master (running Windows XP) and Western Digital Caviar 80G as slave.

Yesterday my Deskstar started making whirling noises as if it was powering up over and over again.

Today I bought a second Caviar to replace the Deskstar. I connected the crashed Deskstar to the secondary master IDE. I was able to salvage some files before it disappeared from Windows XP. After a reboot, even BIOS does not recognize it. However, the Deskstar is still powered up and spinning.

What can I do now?

Thanks

Cut to the chase, she's figuring out how could she recover her data in her hard drive

sturm

Try putting the drive in a plastic bag and leaving it in the freezer overnight. Sounds nuts but I have heard of people that did it and were able to get it running long enough to salvage data off it.

Tomale

That does sound strange but I'll try that as a last resort. Whatever works. Thanks

Flinx

Last Resort!

The last resort should be to drop it from a considerable height say 6 feet onto a hard surface, like concrete; try to make it land flat. You can try progression, like 3ft..4ft..5ft..6ft.. over edge of the garbage dump.

I have read, not sure I believe it but that sometimes unjams locked heads (if that is your problem). The freezer thing is supposed to do the same, I believe.

I tried dropping one once, was from about 12 feet. Didn't help it only made things worse... if that's possible (it wasn't working anyway) but then it didn't even spin up.

I hear they make interesting conversation pieces if u use them as door stops. Like.... Oh that hard drive has my 2003 PhD thesis... you see the hard drive failed so I never did get to graduate .
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More seriously.. If your willing to pay a couple $K (thousand) there are services that might be able to recover part or all.


Good Luck!

To Sturm, he's idea, was just plain nuts. I mean put the hard drive in the freezer? are u like kidding me? But after doing my reseach almost 70% of the people manage to recover their data back. And still am clueless if i should take the same step as them.
Just so anybody try this, this would help too :-

"If you leave it in the freezer (FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PUT IT IN A STATIC BAG FIRST!) it may help with some certain hard drive crash issues.. maybe long enough to save a few gigs of data to a backup drive."


To Flinx, HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA YOU GOT ME DUDE. that is totally nonsense la! who would be stupid enough to do such things. I dropped my hard drive only abt 3 feet off the table. And now u're recommending sumone to throw their harddrive 6 feet!? HAHAHHAHA. wth. might as well u ask her to slam the hard drive with a hammer osumthink kan. tak payah nak susah susah. ahhahahahhahaahahha. BODOH BTUL! And to tell u the truth, u're stupid enuff to throw ur own hard disk 12 feet off the ground. And obviously, that would make things worse la kan! hahhaha. belo. just face it, you're stupid enuff to graduate oso. ahahhahahah! MEAN MEAN MEAN. but im stating the fact. ahhahaa.

To Tomale, don't be stupid enuff to listen to Flinx. But i guess the freezer thing would work tho.

So yes. im bored. that's the only reason why im doing all this.
heee. ;D