Linger

So yea, i wasn't emo or anything just now. I felt hurt.
But watever it is. Im seriously very very very sorry eliane if i made u felt guilty or anything.

I know ur intention was good. To stop me from everything. But, theres always other ways to do it kan? Those words was just too heavy for me to carry it along with me. And that is why i broke down and cry. I felt stupid seriously. Tearing all the way home, it made me felt like an idiot seriously. I did'nt know why tears roll down my eyes either.

You could see that i was defending myself real hard. I hate hearing such stuffs u knoe. I told u to stop but u continue. Sumhow, those words made me feel like im useless. worthless.

Saying it all, what makes you so sure that u're true. It kept me thinking sumhow. Im trying hard not to make it true.

So yes once again. Im sorry mira and eliane for that shitty tears i had just now.

And im okay now! :D after 6 hours of sleeping.