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Monday, March 31, 2008

The only one who could make my problem seem so far away.

The only one who could make my problem seem so far away..


Im pissed.
So pissed.
God knoes how pissed i am.

I dun geddit, one moment, im a happy chicken.
Next, Im a sappy chicken.
And then, i got so mad.
Somethings terribly wrong with me.
But im sure, i'll be okay soon.

This cheer me up now.
I laugh so bad watching this.

Mission improbable - the laundry



This two loves to buat keje bodoh.
hahahhaa.

"THE CAT!!!" hahahha. i swear that was funny.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

You stay in every heaartbeat of mine. Always there.

You stay in every heaartbeat of mine. Always there.

I was crying, still crying.
To see how hurt my mom gets.
It is just too painful too see your mom's tears.
Sometimes, i don't know who to side with.
Even tho, my dad is an ass, he has a heart.
And my mom should've mind her words in saying anything.
Because sometimes, just one word could hurt someone.

Being stubborn, she refuse to sleep with my dad now.
And there she goes lying down on the ground.
And when i woke my dad up to ask him to get her on the bed,
my dad went lyk "Arghh!! don't bother! let her sleep down there"
WTF. now, that's when i would side my mom.

SHITTTTTTTY. and thanks someone fer cheering me up a lil.

Can you feel it sometimes? When you feel like someone hates you. And that they treat you oh so differently. Words from my lil cuz was that "You know, my mom thinks you're awfully rude to ur parents." I swear i fill like killing her at that point of time. I mean, plz luh eh, if i was that rude, probably my mom would've hate me at this point of time. But comm'on luh i know she loves me alryte. She hugs me everynite to sleep. She share stories with me. So dun put words in ur mouth making me look like im a bad person here. Me and my mom, we share a lot of things okay and i swear we are close. And comm'on eh! MY PARENTS INSIST ON SLEEPING IN A ROOM WITH THEM! So jgn pandai2 ckp, im bothering them luh.

I just dun like it uh, i know i may be very quiet at times, but that does'nt means im arrogant? ergh.

PMS? i dun think so.
Hah! just annoyed.

so anyways, here are some pictures of mira and mimi's bdae celebration.





FUNNNNNNNEHHHH

HAHA FUNNNNNNNEHHHH






Tuesday, March 25, 2008

There is more to this i know


There is more to this i know


chlorine and reddish heads dun match kay.
i went for a swim the other day and sadly my red streaks are gone.
dammmmmmmmmmmmit.

waste money only seh.
but its okay.

so yea, roadtrip was fun tho i did'nt shop a lot.
we made plenty of stops.
plenty with strange names.
so yea.
all i got was err, graphic t's and more graphic t's
i wanted to get sneakers.
but sadly, all they had down there was those chepos sneakers.

im not in the mood to blog or post pictures right now.
yea, lazy ass i know.

so yea, toodles!

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Something Im Not


Something Im Not - Just Surrender

I keep thinking that there's something I'm supposed to do
I keep searching but I'll never measure up for you
I hate the way that you always have something to say
Yeah I can bend but I wont break for what you willingly pay

Maybe I'm not meant to be all the things you want from me
Isn't it enough to just believe what we've got (is enough)
Maybe I'm not meant to be
Inside all the dreams your dreaming
I can slowly feel you changing me
into something that I'm not

I'm getting tired of you playing me like a fool
I thought I'd land in the skies when I aimed for you
I find myself coming up short every time
If you can't see me standing here love, then your blind

Open your eyes

Maybe I'm not meant to be all the things you want from me
Isn't it enough just to believe what we've got (is enough)
Maybe I'm not meant to be inside all the dreams your dreaming
I can slowly feel you changing me
Into something that I'm not

I feel the pressure
In my life I feel you closing in on me
I feel you closing in on me

Maybe I'm not meant to be
All the things you want from me
Isn't it enough to just believe what we've got [is enough]
Maybe I'm not meant to be inside of all the dreams your dreaming
I can slowly feel you changing me
Into something I'm not
And I can slowly feel you changing me
Into something I'm not
Something that I'm not
And I can slowly feel you changing me
Something that I'm not
And I can slowly fell you changing me


Wednesday, March 19, 2008

She's searching for no one, but herself

She's searching for no one, but herself

Do you feel it sometimes?
Could you feel it sometimes?
When something just felt so wrong, that it makes you so so sad.
That sometimes you feel like crying without any reasons why?
And you just don't know why, why you're in this state of mind.

Grr, shitty is probably the right word to explains it all.

Something just feel so wrong right now,
that it makes me feel soo down right now.
and seriously, dun even bother asking me why because i have no freaking idea why.
grrrrrr. Its just bothering me right now.
and i wonder why...

And god knoes, i hate thinking.
i hate thinking about anything right now.
my brain cells is pretty much deflating right now.
and i swear to god, i've been wasting so much these past few days.
and that the only ones left are probably eating up my brains right now.
so right now, im sad, and i dun even wanna think about it.

maybe izuan's rite, maybe im just spending too much time listening to sappy songs.
but i dunno, somehow, i just feel, something is just not right.