nurul's 21st birthday.

NURUL'S 21ST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
















After a day of puking, we look like this. -_-


This was the day before. It was loga's elia's and minah's baking session.














And we ended everything at 1 am.

family day with love

Had family day at love's camp on sat morning. It started at 8. And i promised love that i'll reach there on time. He woke me up at 5. And i manage to wake up. But like usual, i took my time, thinking that i could get there in time. But ended up, i dissapoint him big time. IM REALLY REALLLY SORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYY OKAY :( i'll try my best to be early next time.

SUPRISINGLY! eliane was early. hahah. she even woke up without me calling her and stuffs. And that was like, a miracle! hahahahhahhaa. She was there to acompany my loneliness. And i really really thank her for that. Like i said, i owe u big time.

Took the taxi from choa chu kang, and i was rushing the apek to drive faster. My heart beats so fast thinking that i would miss the parade. But luckily i manage to catch the parade.

IM TERRIBLY SORRY OKAY?!!! :(

Marketing sucks

Can't wait for school to be over. Really.
Tmr would probably be my worst nightmare. MARKETING.
believe me or not, of all the 9 week lesson, i only turn up for only 4 weeks.
And im actually intending to come at least for 4 more lessons.

I was lucky yesterday because i get to meet love after dinner.
Been a loong time since i stepped into lot 1. Things sure do have changed a lot.
I actually think that lot 1 is really a good neighbourhood shopping centre unlike sun plaza -__-
But lucky enough i'm not living in choa chu kang. else i would've spent a lot every single day.

Im currently broke right now. Spend a lot on food. I got not much money to spend in school either. I realise something, i rarely post up pictures of me and the girls nowadays. Kindda miss those times when i always bring my SLR everywhere i go and then snap pictures of us doing silly things.

I feel like going to the beach suddenly.
grrrrrrrrrr. hollidays. faster!

Pls pls pls :(

oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.
oh god, lemme sleep and wake up only on the weekends.


BECAUSE I GOT NO MOOD AND NO MOTIVATION TO GO TO SCHOOL ANYMORE.
I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP.

I hate it when sun night come.
because i have to let go of my happiness
and when the sun starts shining, thats when i start feeling the boredomness, the tiredness, the pain, the pain of schooling.

pissed

At this point of time, im officially bored.
DEAD BORED. REALLY REALLY BORED.
And im crying out(not literally of course) to get some attention.

All i did today was, staring at my lappie.
More staring... and MORE staring.
I AM SUPER FREAKING BORED LIKE I WAS NEVER BORED BEFORE.

Hate the fact that love did'nt call me much today.
He called, and then talked for a while, and then off he goes to sleep, and called again to tell me his having bbq so his calling late again and then called again to say gdnite.
Maybe im just SUPER bored today which leads to the fact that i want to be entertained by love today. BUT. i just dont get it today. SO. Im a little down today. But yea. i understand that he's tired and all. I just hate NS rite now.

IN FACT. IM EVEN GONNA HATE IT WHEN HE COME OUT THIS WEEKEND.
Because, its gonna seem like he never come out at all.
I hate the fact that i'll be having FYP this weekend + tommorrow. ARGHH! The thought of it just crushes me inside. i hate it. And then i was asked by eliane to go out this fri. But i just can't seem to make up my mind. because i want to meet love at night and i want to go out with my friends too. Im really trying my best to weigh the line between friendship and bf.

But love was nice enough to ask me to go out with my friends and not ditch my friends for him. And i appreciate that. But I just don't understand sometimes. It seems to me that i'm the only one who has always been wanting to meet him. And sacrificing all my time for him. And love just seem to not bother that his not meeting me.

Gah. maybe im just PMS-ing. And the fact that i can't meet him this week actually cause me to feel this way today. Maybe i just want to be entertained because i know i got lesser time for him tmr. i can't possibly talk with him tmr when im doing my filming tmr.

I hate it. I hate it when we are apart.
I JUST HATE THAT WEEKDAYS YOU'RE NOT EVEN HERE WITH ME.
I miss you already.

But hey. its only this week rite?!