At this point of time, im officially bored.
DEAD BORED. REALLY REALLY BORED.
And im crying out(not literally of course) to get some attention.
All i did today was, staring at my lappie.
More staring... and MORE staring.
I AM SUPER FREAKING BORED LIKE I WAS NEVER BORED BEFORE.
Hate the fact that love did'nt call me much today.
He called, and then talked for a while, and then off he goes to sleep, and called again to tell me his having bbq so his calling late again and then called again to say gdnite.
Maybe im just SUPER bored today which leads to the fact that i want to be entertained by love today. BUT. i just dont get it today. SO. Im a little down today. But yea. i understand that he's tired and all. I just hate NS rite now.
IN FACT. IM EVEN GONNA HATE IT WHEN HE COME OUT THIS WEEKEND.
Because, its gonna seem like he never come out at all.
I hate the fact that i'll be having FYP this weekend + tommorrow. ARGHH! The thought of it just crushes me inside. i hate it. And then i was asked by eliane to go out this fri. But i just can't seem to make up my mind. because i want to meet love at night and i want to go out with my friends too. Im really trying my best to weigh the line between friendship and bf.
But love was nice enough to ask me to go out with my friends and not ditch my friends for him. And i appreciate that. But I just don't understand sometimes. It seems to me that i'm the only one who has always been wanting to meet him. And sacrificing all my time for him. And love just seem to not bother that his not meeting me.
Gah. maybe im just PMS-ing. And the fact that i can't meet him this week actually cause me to feel this way today. Maybe i just want to be entertained because i know i got lesser time for him tmr. i can't possibly talk with him tmr when im doing my filming tmr.
I hate it. I hate it when we are apart.
I JUST HATE THAT WEEKDAYS YOU'RE NOT EVEN HERE WITH ME.
I miss you already.
But hey. its only this week rite?!
