Run baby run

Its loga's birthday today! HAPPY 20th Birthday babe! Im so sorry i could'nt make it to st james today. But anyways, hope you had fun. Was wanting to go. Haha. you know how much i've wanted to hit the dancefloor again. sighh.

So graduation was today. Hah. Was stupid. I felt like that place was filled with harry potters. Hah! including me of course. With our robe and all. But it was really excited tho. Sat with justin and all the siti's in DIT. Crack some jokes.

Took pictures with a few. Can't manage to find my classmate. Can't get to take pictures with eliane loga and nurul. -__- Stupid SAS and SEG peeps.


mommy & daddy <3
I almost gave up during my first year in RP. But thanks to my mom, i manage to pull thru the years.



Aqila larlink, My 2nd year closest bitching partner.
I miss those times when i bother her about nick 24/7. haha. I bet it was terribly annoying to you. But i know you love me. muahahaha! Its sad that we are already parting our ways now. sighhhhh.


Mira, My first year closest buddy.
Probably the one i was closest with in year 1. haha. I still remember those times when i annoyed you with that "sexay" word.


Liana, Second year close classmate. The loud girl whom i can talk to. The one who tends to skip with me too.


Syidah, My 3rd year fav miss chatterbox. I think im gonna miss syidah. She and her never-ending jokes that never failed to cheer me up.


Tino, 3rd year multimedia mate. He who always pat my head before leaving to class and entering class.




Zainab and desmond, my 2nd FYP mate.


Thomas, my 2nd and 3rd year fav person to share problems to.

And more that i could'nt find to take pictures with.

I think im gonna miss RP life especially Those friends i've made Im gonna miss waking up early in the morning, deciding to go or to skip school. Im gonna miss sitting in the lab spending the whole time doing animation. Im gonna miss solving problems. Im gonna miss that grilled chicken sandwich that i was craving for. Im gonna miss stepping into the class 2 hours late. Im gonna miss smacking people in class.

Funny that i did'nt thought i could miss at all.



eka, my most annoying alarm clock.


Love keep telling me about how much of a pain it was to be in his campp. And i realise probably what he felt was similar to what i've felt in my 3rd year poly life. I just don't understand why do people have to classify each other. And grouped themselves accordingly. I believe that all humans are equal. You know, i hate em two-faced people who pretends their way out. Thats why probably i choose to not socialise at times.
And what's the deal with ns? preparation for war luh. blablabla. i think probably even when the war started, nobody have even enuff time to prepare such things. I think NS is bullshit. seriously. Sighhh. i miss love ya kno? its okay if his like booking out 8-5 but NO, they have to keep him in for 1 week or 2 in 2 years. And most of the time, my bf is playing soccer in camp or complaining about how they've done nothing at all. What the heck?


Anyways, can't wait till he gets out later.

I'll be probably be packed this week. thurs pract, out with love at night. fri sentosa with his friends. Sat shop for his ftx. Sun out again. -__-

Because you Finally Realise, that now is the time to forget.

Seeing those secondary school kids in the bus, it makes me think about how much i miss having to study for exams. I kept thinking on how much i actually sacrificed most of my secondary school life studying just for the exams. Staying up till the early morning, talking on the phone with anna to discuss and helped each other. I missed that. I miss learning. I miss sitting for examinations.

Come to think of it, that was the only thing i do during secondary school life. its either that, or i spent the times dancing after school, and hanging out with the girls under void decks and roof gardens. Oh, and hah, being attached to danial, and the didi chasing games. So much of me saying that all of the feelings was true, But to realise back on those memories, it was nothing but childish.

And now, im a step into reality. Seeking a career. Time is going so fast now that It makes me scared sometimes. To face everything. And to know that every of my decisions now matters. Am i ready?

Sigh.

You know, i find how funny human gets. When they are actually talking to others about what's good and what's not, when they are the one who seem to be needing the fix too. Maybe, that's just the whole point about life. To deal with their criticism, and to deal with yourself, and be happy with it that you realise, hey, you're not wrong and you're not alone. you have them too on the same boat. The only difference? You don't diss anyone.

Oh wells, god knoes what im talking about.

So anyways, dinner at the straits kitchen was'nt so bad. But i realised that carousel is way way better. And nothing beats their environment.



Brother bought his vespa... So you know what that means?! That means... when i finally get my license, i'll be driving his car! can't wait. can't wait. Fastterrrrrrrr!! So anyways, spent the last min friday night plan at sembawang park with love. Its sad to know that both of us are actually having problems with money. But all we did was laughed away at how poor we get this weekend and the last. Its really funny looking at our situation. Its even funnier just now when we were so hungry and we had to fill ourself up with just instant noodle. But its okay, we have to deal with it, soon, we'll be fine.



Saturday, my initial plan was, to asked him to have his jam session with his friends first then after spending time with his friends, i wanted him to spent the rest of the day at my house since we were obviously broke. But knowing that i pretty much recovered, he asked me to follow him instead. And it was a bad idea actually. We did'nt know we would actually spent a lot. And it made love even penniless due to the fact that we bowled. haha! But we sure did enjoy ourself. Been a long time since i bowled. And I sure do suck at it. I was always the last two among everyone of them. HAH! But hey, 2nd last, is not bad okayyyy. hahaha.
















And oh, Just a picture i had for sit prom.
Stupid me, for deleting those in my slr. -__-



Okay's body aching now. Don't feel good. i can't move freely :(

Bagaikan Sakti

practical tmr.
and dinner at hyatt hotel, straits kitchen.
cant wait.

Just a lil sumthin that i forgot to upload.
did it for elianes birthday.

My legs are pretty much cramping now.
BUT. Im oh-so-happy that I manage to pass my Final theory test.
No more theories any more and off i am to book for my TP.
For now, prac and more pracs. wee.

Love's playing ps3 with bro now. Ignoring me.
So, Im pretty much bored and sleepy you see.

And anyways, thanks dearest best friend for the pretty flowers.
I really appreciate it.

Now im waiting for graduation day.
A day to get over and done with.

I realise that after all of these shits that has been happening to me lately, I've became more and more slacked these days. Going out without make up was'nt a bother to me now. And worst still, i guess you all know how i've always have to be seen with my contact lens on but now, i don't even care that much about it. I just don't seem to bother about my appearance. My fringe is now longer than ever.

I need to change. Im gonna do something about my hair soon. and my eyebrows. My body. Soon.

was browsing thru facebook,
and this actually helped to cheer me up a bit.



hahaha.