Sunday, April 05, 2009

Because you Finally Realise, that now is the time to forget.

Seeing those secondary school kids in the bus, it makes me think about how much i miss having to study for exams. I kept thinking on how much i actually sacrificed most of my secondary school life studying just for the exams. Staying up till the early morning, talking on the phone with anna to discuss and helped each other. I missed that. I miss learning. I miss sitting for examinations.

Come to think of it, that was the only thing i do during secondary school life. its either that, or i spent the times dancing after school, and hanging out with the girls under void decks and roof gardens. Oh, and hah, being attached to danial, and the didi chasing games. So much of me saying that all of the feelings was true, But to realise back on those memories, it was nothing but childish.

And now, im a step into reality. Seeking a career. Time is going so fast now that It makes me scared sometimes. To face everything. And to know that every of my decisions now matters. Am i ready?

Sigh.

You know, i find how funny human gets. When they are actually talking to others about what's good and what's not, when they are the one who seem to be needing the fix too. Maybe, that's just the whole point about life. To deal with their criticism, and to deal with yourself, and be happy with it that you realise, hey, you're not wrong and you're not alone. you have them too on the same boat. The only difference? You don't diss anyone.

Oh wells, god knoes what im talking about.

So anyways, dinner at the straits kitchen was'nt so bad. But i realised that carousel is way way better. And nothing beats their environment.

Brother bought his vespa... So you know what that means?! That means... when i finally get my license, i'll be driving his car! can't wait. can't wait. Fastterrrrrrrr!! So anyways, spent the last min friday night plan at sembawang park with love. Its sad to know that both of us are actually having problems with money. But all we did was laughed away at how poor we get this weekend and the last. Its really funny looking at our situation. Its even funnier just now when we were so hungry and we had to fill ourself up with just instant noodle. But its okay, we have to deal with it, soon, we'll be fine.

Saturday, my initial plan was, to asked him to have his jam session with his friends first then after spending time with his friends, i wanted him to spent the rest of the day at my house since we were obviously broke. But knowing that i pretty much recovered, he asked me to follow him instead. And it was a bad idea actually. We did'nt know we would actually spent a lot. And it made love even penniless due to the fact that we bowled. haha! But we sure did enjoy ourself. Been a long time since i bowled. And I sure do suck at it. I was always the last two among everyone of them. HAH! But hey, 2nd last, is not bad okayyyy. hahaha.