When you see my face, Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell

Spent the time with the sister today.
Catch 17 again. Was funny.

Surf the net and stuffs and we came across some pictures.

I can't help but to think.
And everything just reminds me again and again.
I kept thinking about all the beautiful things that could've been.
About how great it could be. And how thankful i would be.
But i can't. I just can't.
Just that particular scene, eats me.

Sometimes, to hear all those beautiful things from him, it hurts me even more.
But i told myself to be strong.

Tho i know, you're gone.
Forever, you'll stay with me.

Maybe i miss. I miss all that.

i wish i was superwoman.

All i know is, i have love with me now.
And who knows forever. Still, he's my joy.