I wake up every evening with a big smile on my face.
here i am writing this with a smile.
I just knew you would talk about presence.
Like its a big deal, that i was disturbed.
So you wanna know why? I tell you why.
YOU DISGUST ME.
THAT'S WHY!
Just like a nasty pest crawling into my life.
Yeap, that's you.
K, speaking truth here, you're right, and you have the right to say it THIS TIME that i was rather "disturbed" by your presence. Get this right, THIS TIME not that time when you claimed i was "DISTURBED". Unlike some who actually make believe she wasnt "disturbed" by us and checked up on my blog where, i actually came to realise, i dun even know where you got it from. hmmmm. -___-
And if you are still thinking why im still reading yours, YEA, I WAS "DISTURBED". And if you dun like it, SHUT YOUR BLOG DOWN or MAKE IT PRIVATE. as simple as that.
You know why was i "disturbed"? Trust me, this is not a jealousy game. If it was, i would'nt be smiling nor i would laugh about it. I was just "disturbed" by nasty things. Like how im disturbed by my very own shit. Tell me how can i not be disturbed by what has been said by you? You DISGUST me. How can disgustings things like you not be a disturbance to me?
And anyway, the THOUGHT of that 40 TANGAN KAT GIGI AKU YG TAK LAWA NI.
I should be "disturbed" right? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
(Oh, that was only when my bf come into the picture, calling you for feeq's no, because you brought him in. You might wanna tell your friends that, my bf came into the picture only when you choose to brought yours in. I mean, what a man to say to lay their hands on a woman.)
So yea, be honoured, and be touched to your wide vagina. that you are a pest of someones lives. haha. BE PROUD OF IT. I know you already are right? Yea. grab that trophy and kiss it. I bet this isn't like the second blog-bitching you did ain't it? Man... you sure are honourable.
Sometimes, i wonder why luh kan you have to brought this up again, saying im "disturbed" by your presence lah *LIKE WOOOOOOOOOO YOU'RE NICK'S PAST. MAN IM SOOO SCARED IM SOO SCARED OF YOU*. Like, whatever for luh kan. Face it, we both know it was just some secondary school love. Just so you know, im just "disturbed" by how nasty you are. Nasty Nasty Nasty. Everyones disturbed by nasty things. And you, you had made me considered one yourself in my list because YOU DISGUST ME.
And if you dun find me a disturbance. Of course i can understand that. That shows how not nasty i was to you. Which is true wat kan?! did i call you shit or anything b4 this? Did i disturbed yours and feeq's lives, threatening you and dissed about your face? Because if i did was a disturbance in your life, then im sorry, it was pretty much because you've made me so. Maybe you would be disturbed by me after what i wrote, maybe not. But hell, who cares anyway. I was'nt born to disgust people in any ways. Neither would i be disturbing peoples lives. Or be proud about how someone is disturbed by my action. Funny. Funny that, you are judging someone you don't even know. Because im proud to tell my dear readers that i know im a good person. And I dun do such things like you do. because i have always been nice. And Im especially not nice to people like you. Who just barged into my life and picked a fight with the wrong reasons.
And for the fact that you choose to not use PROGNATHOUS GF this time was unbelievably nice of you.
Sometimes, i dun even know what it is that you want. You wanna win issittttt huhhh girll?!! I tell you lah okay, you win lah horr.
hahahhaha. Kasi kau happy lah kan. HAHA.
eh anyways, you said it b4, kalau tak melayan tak menjadikan?
That's a word of advice to urself too kan?
tsk tsk. You see, Im just too free now to layankan.
Come to think of it,
At least nick did'nt cause much trouble to feeq when both of you got together.
And neither did Nora caused much trouble to me.
And I, for sure did'nt caused you any trouble. -__-
But only you choose make all this happen at that point you saw me at the carnival.
And i choose to layankan your perangai.
And that's when that part of me causing you trouble came in.
Because in the end, in this whole damn thing, You are the only one who choose to make this happen with your disses. Am i right to say that? And i still dunno why you hated me that much either. I mean, at least i have my reasons to hate you. Maybe you should search deep in your heart and asked yourself why you are hating me for. And if you still think you know nick well, and that no amira existed in his past. then i have to tell you again, too bad. his past doesnt revolves around you. Amira hakiemah. Research on that. Or maybe ask her. To figure TRUTH. before you even start a fight..
I Bet you're going to tell to the whole wide world, HAHA, like you care or i made you mad. But truth is, you know you're already wrong from the start. I mean, who are you to even judge me and dissed me like you know me for 1 year? At the very start, you don't even know what's going on in my life. look deep within urself, and you know, you've got a problem to yourself and being YOU of course you would'nt admit it like how im honest enough to tell the world that, yea im disturbed by you.
Ahhh, great timing, i just received a msg from some unknown no.
"Hey, nick wants to tell you he's doing fine, and he loves you. Hope you are doing fine =)"
awww, so nice of him. i miss you love. =(
I've got a headache now.
And i've got some check up to do tmr.
