She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
So the other day, i recaived an sms from my aunt. It was a forwarded text from her daughter(which is my cousin)who ran away from home for weeks. I don't know if i should blog about it. But i feel there is a need to.
Somehow, reading that sms, brought me to tear. I think, she felt unappreaciated. I feel that, she found no point living with someone who can't shower her with love and care. I think if i was in her shoes, i might do the same thing too. Well, on the other hand, she was just too much. If it's once or twice its okay la. This is the fourth or fifth time. It's definitely painful to be ones mother, seeing her own child running away everytym, it made you feel like a bad mother. You just get sick and tired of finding kan?
I guess, in this situation, both are in a wrong la. Mommy should appreciate her, and She should quit thinking of running away. Gosh.
It was written in the text, she said, she wanted to stand on her own feet. She wants to work, and earn for herself, so stop finding her and stuffs. All she need now was her IC.
To her, wherever she is rite now, all i have for her are just 2 words, good luck!
I know you might be hurt, but think about your own mom la. You was'nt even there during hari raya. She had to look at your new hari raya clothes everytym that has gone to waste. Put yourself in her shoes la, how would you feel? Lost of the first child, and now lost of the second? hmmm. to my aunt, be strong. =)