Did i ever mention or show that i was insecure?
I've said, for all the times you msged and called, i was there by his side. he showed me and tell me everything. And did i even try to fight with you? giving you a call and asked whats your problem? NO.
I don't know whats your damn problem zalikha. were you hurt to see me and nick together on that carnival that much till you have to brought this up on me?
If it isnt, why the cold harshness towards me? Sampai display nick smue nak maki2.
Padahal, it was a short entry and you mistook yourself as if i said i hated you that much. Its in general. And i started out with "kindda hate any girls who tries to make any form of connection to my bf too" Obviously im mad at those girls who has been contacting him recently, and apparently, amira was a girl from his past too. And that was the reason "hating his past" came in the second line.
Now tell me, Were you contacting him? were you making any connection? NO RITE?!
Gahhh... -__-" Now, FOR ALL THIS PROBLEMS, speak for yourself for the childish mindset. Like i say, i know i should'nt have to worry about who's childish, because for all i've heard, from nick, from fareez and in fact all of his woodgrove friends, i've heard enough that you are born to pick a fight over all this little little things and not give in for you know you are wrong and you fight till you've ran out of point. You just don't stop do you.
I blaber and i blaber, and all you thought about was my intention of, making you hurt. Thats all you can think about, cruelty, hatred, revenge. Where I actually blaber to make you realise and put it in your damn brains that, THAT POST WAS'NT MEANT FOR YOU. but you were too ignorant being mad and insisted that it was meant for you and wanted to dissed me even more. and ok fine then, the last time i check, I WAS ZALIKHA WRITING THAT ENTRY. -___- You are just degil arent you? Wanting the whole attention on you, and trying to seek pitiness from ur bf and friends that im somehow dissing you? having them and urself to discriminate me just to make urself feel good about urself? feel good enough?!
and come on, i read everyones blog whats the big deal. And just so you know, your link was found when i was close with herman back then. And then i figured you were nick's ex, and so i read. Isn't blogs fo sho anyway? I read jirah's blog too. i read meows blog, i read my friends blog, i read basirah's i read xiaxue i read emily's i read dina's i read anyone whom i seem to know. grr because it is FO SHO. Just like how you happen to read mine. Now, thats how i happen to read an entry about me.
Dear lunalulu,
Funny that my blog was always considered low profiled. And zalikha brought her friends, her bf... into the commotion. Now isnt that childish?! *Woops* i better not say that because apparently, i'll be called childish to call her childish. =__="
Childish? Immature? Haha. Maybe you should think about your dear best friend before you start saying that to me. Did'nt she HATE random girls adding up her bf in friendster? *wait, doesnt that sound just like what i've said? for hating people in general*
Come on, everyone has their own insecurities. Are you too perfect to be said that you DON'T even have a single insecurities. And please, being insecure, doesnt literally means that you are not trusting someone. It is just a feeling that is denial. And to SHOW trust, you have to put actions to it. Instead when you start being POSSESSIVE thats when you start showing that you are not trusting your bf. Why don't you ask zalikha? isn't she the greatest?
Yea, true aint it? blogging on each other ain't helping right? I thought so too. I took your advise and I'll be glad to meet her to talk to her face to face. Just wait. I might suprise her someway somehow. Trust me, im waiting for that day too. Dun worry, no physical contacts. Just talk. Im sure she'll love to meet me and my bf. =D
And to think again, i've done nothing wrong to cause all this trouble.
All i did was posting my thoughts. And im sure, my friends, my sister, my bf, my bf's friend and even AMIRA herself know that that particular post was meant for her.
I did'nt literally hate zalikha. And why must she think its her and made a huge big deal out of it and start discriminating about someone? You've got to start realising who is heartless.
Nieways, thx for ur comment lunalulu.
Zalikha should sure thank you for ur support too. =D
And dun worry, this will be the last.
for if there's anything, we'll sure meet u up soon.
wait, dun come telling me that you're not afraid of all this, thinkin that this is some warning or whatever shit. Because my intentions is for real. This is US wanting to talk to you. Blogs are so last summer. Im sure you know that.
