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Monday, March 16, 2009

I keep you, your dirty little secrets

I quote

“And and, kindda hate any girls who tries to make any form of connection to my bf too.

Hate his past.
All of em girls.

Its either, you regret or you live with it.
What's past has past.
And i've got the right to say it.”


That much to get one to blabber on and on for say..
seven equally “eye rolling” paragraph.
answer me this: since when does the whole world revolves around you?
because the last time i check, this post was meant for a girl called amira who has been contacting him back recently.

And, what makes you think i was disturbed by your presence.
If i had, i wouldnt have bother to ask my bf
ME: "eh look its your ex gf! Shes standing there alone. Sayang, don't you wanna say hello?"
SAYANG: "Whatever fuck for. She got no friends what, don't you know? Last time all her friends left her."
ME: "haha. tak baik sia you."

Rite when you were standing behind the group of us, just before the rain started pouring.
And come on, i know him well enough now, never will he hurt me by playing behind my back when ive done nothin wrong but to make him happy.
So why would i even be disturbed about your presence. Maybe i was just curious on how you looked like, and that could be the only reason why, i would bother about your presence.

Lets just face it, you were the one who was disturbed about my presence.
And thats why you came upon my blog and even bother to write an entry about me and him. -___-

I could be vulgar just like you do, but I choose not to.
Cause I ain’t stooping that low.
I’ve never deemed myself perfect. I have my flaws
But real beauty is skin deep

Lets just say your true beauty reveals.
All your discrimations about me, just show how ugly you can be and come on, you don't even know me well enough to even start judging on me.

Said that you’re not gonna waste your time on such trivia..
Let me show you how.

.period.

That’s how.

p/s: if he really was nothing to you, why bother reaching him on his phone, asking him of his well-being? And funny that one of those times, i was there by his side, and i was actually okay with it -____-" and come on, we all know you only find him when you are quarrelling with your bf.