cause i had a bad day.

I think, today is my bad day sia.

Okay, lets start from the morning. did'nt manage to sleep well. my lips were bleeding non-stop and my face was itchy due to that stupid biore cleanser. Slept around 5, woke up around 640+. And so, this morning, late as usual. Missed the bus, had to wait for the next one. sat at the bus stop listening to mp3. when suddenly a strange 30+ year old chinese man stopped by with his car and came up to me asking for direction.

At first he went like "miss, do u know the way to sembawang mrt?" then i went lyk.. "uh... it's just there to the left. u can see it from here" then he asked "how about admiralty MRT?" Obviously he's nuts. Just follow the track la bodoh! so i said "just follow the track, it will lead you to admiralty MRT station" and so, he said "ohhh. ok. where you heading?". i told him "school". then he asked, "Do you mind leading me the way?" then i did'nt know what to do. so i told him "err, u just follow the tracks, it'll definitely lead u to admiralty mrt". and then he asked again "perhaps u could lead me the way?" then. being too nice, stupid aminah went in his car.

till then, suddenly i had this thoughts. 'what if he's here to kidnap me siak', 'what if he rape me or sumthink'. on the way, he stop at this junction, trying to turn to the right side. then i said, "oh straight" he said "maybe i could send u off fo schl?" then i said "oh just go straight. u could drop me of at admiralty mrt. i could just take the mrt from there." so he went straight. then he asked for my no. siaa. WTH. i wanted to give my dad's no. but i did'nt. my mind was just too stupid. i can't lie for nuts. as soon as i see 965 there, i quickly got off his car and run for the bus sia.

what if i never came back sia?! what if... i got kidnapped, murdered or sumthink. gosh. i did'nt even have the tym to say sorry to my parents sia. if he bring me sumwhere i dunno, i swear to god, my psp would fly straight to his face sia. even when he's driving. i rather be dead then to be kidnapped okay. gosh! FREAKY SIA. why am i too nice ahh!?

then reached schl, realised my stupid charger spoiled la. ergh. and now my father is blaming it on me. THX EH. that made my day.

wat if the next few days that freaky guy is there at the bus stop sia. gosh. im planning to take mrt now. ergh.

okay sumthink made my day just now. and now, im feeling the blues again. wth. sometimes, i wonder to myself. why am i so down? why should i be? why does my mind kept thinking otherwise. i should'nt be. everyone in this world are living a lie anyways. never ever believe in anything what people say because not everyone mean it.

breathe. just breathe.