Those Yesterday's Feelings

Those Yesterday's Feelings

im the saddest person in the world today.
i knew things were rough lately.
im pretty sad and bumped when u said what u said to me.
im sad. strangely, i cried. u did'nt know.
because u did'nt know those feelings i had.
maybe u did'nt felt the same way i did.
and again, my fault for not opening up and telling u how i felt. sorry.
i need time. but u did'nt gave me enough. but again, i understand.
whenever im with u, i feel joy.
i feel things that i never did for so long. thank you.
i was so afraid to fall for u. but u made me fall by accident.
i was afraid to get hurt. but i appreaciate it.
i knew this was going to happen i predicted it.
but i tried my very best to avoid such things. but i just... could'nt.
i mean, what's the point for me to hold on when one wants to let go?
when i had to go out with the other one, i found guilt.
when im with him, i think of you. you're everywhere to me.
why? why do i feel this way? i tot i was falling. but im sinking now.
i wish u could read this. but i know u won't.
i wish things are not meant to be this way. but it already did.
i want u to know, what i felt. but it's just too hard for me.
wat's with me seriously. is it that hard?!
gosh. I HATE MYSELF. i never knew i would blame myself. but i did. and i should.
too little too late, minah. you're just too late.
but. i understand. i learn sumthink out of it. at least.
it happens all the tym. i understand and im okay.