it hurts. to see sumone close to you cry.

I FEEL REPLACED. Stop messing ard with my heart. i hate what im going through rite now.
Yesterday, i actually wish i could get sick. and now. i think i seriously am sick. my throat, it hurts like hell. my voice, sounds different. gahh! and there's jam n hop tmr in RP. hopefully i won't get down with high fever osumthink tmr. hopefully, it's gonna be fun. but i bet it's super boring fo sure. The other time they had retrorock night. it was'nt as fun as i thought it will be.

Im skipping schl tmr i guess. Remember that tym when we went to esplanade, and we tossed a coin into the river and made a wish? Why would'nt god grant me that wish and made me sick instead? =(

But i know if i could do it over I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken