Why everything I had in life, Has fallen from my arms

i actually thought of it in the bus just now.
why?

No, i dun have the courage to.

Dun think im gonna sleep today.
Got to finish up sum posters. sigh.
It's been too long since i touch on my illustrator.
Style IG has no news to it.
No upcoming projects.

So just now, i went to JayBee to shop fer my sis weddings thingy thing.
My... its been too long since i went to jaybee.
nothings changed. ahhaha. same old shit down there.
and oh, it was flooding all over at this one place.
gosh. that was the first time i saw flood i guess.
i pity all those little stalls down there, with their stalls all wet.
the flood was lyk on the hips level i guess. maybe that's because im short la!! i was in the bus, and the water level was lyk on the tyre level. hahaha. JAKON LA KAN AMINAH.

Went, larkin i think, and i saw this pretty kebaya. aiyayayayai!
wo yao mai la!
soooo pretty laaaaa.
red black. sungguh cantik. and im getting it.
I swear to god im getting it!
soon! and and and, i can even wear it on my sis wedding.

haiz. i dunno why, but currently, im in need of a hug.
elia! SMOTHER ME QUICKLY! hahahahahhahhaha!