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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

You try to give away a keeper, Or keep cause you know you're just scared to lose.

You try to give away a keeper, Or keep cause you know you're just scared to lose.

School was actually fun today. My team was fun. My team did'nt present for today. How cool is that. ahhahaa. Thomas and Tinesh made me laugh the whole day throughout with their nonsensical jokes and stories about the class. I was reading through my previous entries in front of them, and they went lyk "Eh. wth, u grow eyebags oso u want to blog about that." "You want the whole world to know that u grow ur eyebags?!" "What's the purpose of blogging, it shows that u got no life" HAHAHA. watever la. people blog watever people wants to blog la. hahaha. Its only up to reader if they wants to read it. Then comes the first impression talk. The funniest was when thomas said, "First time i saw harry, i was scared. He look lyk gangster sia! Then when he open he's mouth ah... alamak, harry potter la!" HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAAHAA. fuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnnnny siaaaaaaaaaa!!! Quite true nehhhh. ahhahahhaha. Sitting with them could weigh down the weight of my thoughts. ahhaha.

So, it went great at first, not until, i went back home. Went back home with liana today. So, i reached my neighbourhood busstop, and i put my ezlink at the back pocket of my pants. I felt that it did slipped in. But, when i walk futher up in front, i realise, eh wth was my ezlink sia. I walk back the route i just walked and search for the ezlink, but it was'nt anywhere there. High and low i search for that freaking ezlink, it went missing. It was just like 10 min before i lost it sia. I bet someone must've took it osumthink. sheesh.

That's not the worse part. I did'nt care much about the ezlink. But when i reached home, GOSH. Stressful la. i can't stand it when my mom nag and nag and nag. She keeps questioning me the same question over and over again. What's worst was that, i had my dad on the phone yelling too. And please, I just reach home with the heavy back on my shoulders. I was fasting. I did'nt even get to sit in the bus. I walk back and fourth searching for the ezlink. What i wanted was that, at least give me a break for a moment and not throwing nasty words on mestraight away. Gosh. i can't stand it. Of course i cried. Cried for i am angry.

Listen up, it's not that i purposely lost it. So, what's the deal on telling me "Anak kurang ajar." - rude child. Please, i did'nt even raised my voice to him. why the hell did i deserve such words. Just because i lost it, im a rude child now? His words are just too painful all the time. And everytym those words came out from his mouth, it got me to tears. Just too painful. I don't get him la sumtyms. Then my mom got me down to search for that ezlink again. ain't that such a stupid thing to do? i already search high and low for that thing and now she wants me go down and search for it again? i just got back. i was tired. argh, nehmind. Im boiling and sad rite now. I need them to trust me sumtyms. But they just can't.

ergh. Im careless i know. =(

To my friend loga, Im happy for u girlfriend! :P
Im pretty sure u're the most happiest girl in the world huh?
lol. Let us meet *ehem-hem* eh ;D
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