Be glad now.
Okay, today's dream was definitely weird.
I dreamt about this girl.
Okay, this girl, i dreamt about her once before.
This tym, we were in good terms.
We talk things out.
The conversation goes like this...
me "So how's u and him?"
I dreamt about this girl.
Okay, this girl, i dreamt about her once before.
This tym, we were in good terms.
We talk things out.
The conversation goes like this...
me "So how's u and him?"
she "Okay luh, we no longer talk to each other and i love my bf a lot now"
me "What happen actually?"
she "No, what happen to you actually?"
me "Nothing much luh, we are just, not meant to be. I keep seeing him with other girls one after another. First there was her... then there was you and her... then her... then her... then me again.. then her... So what about u? what happened? Was it because of me?"
she "No luh, it was'nt you luh. It all happened when elton and john came along"
she "No luh, it was'nt you luh. It all happened when elton and john came along"
me "ELTON AND JOHN?!"
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA. i swear to god that was one merepek dream luh. I woke up right after that. Still questioning myself... ELTON AND JOHN?! ahhahahahha WTH! merepeeeek btul. i wonder who's elton and who's john. GOSH.
It's strange how they could appear in my dreams sia. Nevermind~
i must've been thinking too much.
So the past few days was sucky as ever.
im still not talking to dad. he's being so cold towards me. and i hate that.
i skipped school the past two days.
my grades... are really shitty... im really slacking... but heck, im left with only a week.
the past few days, i met a lot of familiar faces.
I had breakfast that sun morning at macs and guess who i saw?! herman luh.
i bet he dun remember me at all, so yea, i just walked right through him.
then, i head to eliane's house to get ready and stuffs.
then we head off to vivo.
on the train, guess who i saw?!
tafsir luh!
i got so shocked! i think my reaction was pretty stupid.
Trying so hard to avoid him, i grabbed eliane's hand and run away as fast as i could to avoid him seeing me.
i feeeeel so baddddddd...
but whatever it is, i just hope, he did'nt realise luh.
i realise i was being really mean towards him last tym.
and i mean, REALLY. and im sorry.
i feel so bad.
its just that i've been hearing a lot of bad things about him last tym.
and that, the sight of me seeing a girl kissing him was just 0_0
Picture this kay, u went out on a date with a guy...
everything seem okay...
you need to pee.. you go to the toilet..
he's waiting for you outside...
then when you head out off the toilet you see a girl, kissing your date.
urrr, no okay, it's not a cheek kindda kiss.
it was more too... urm, lips kissing.
Am i just a bad luck kid orwhut?!
it was THEN, when i started to think, him and me, we are just totally different people.
i just can't see myself, seeing you everytym, sitting down there at the skatepark meeting your friends then sit there mcm tiang smiling lyk im forced to.
he's friends, are what i call the party people. i feel that, we are just... different.
So, i leave him hanging. and he keeps on texting and texting me saying sorry, asking me why all this happen, but still i refuse to text him back.
Even my mom went lyk "MSG balik luh, kesian org tu".
till one day, he finally gave up.
after all that, he dedicated a song for me through his myspace... called karma - cokelat.
yes, and it goes something like this...
"Selamat tinggal sayang
Bila umurku panjang, kelak ku kan datang
'Tuk buktikan, satu balas 'kan kau jelas
Jangan menangis sayang
Kuingin kau rasakan, pahitnya terbuang
Sia-sia, memang kau pantas dapatkan"
So yes tafsir, if you're reading this, i think, probably i deserve that.
i deserve that. really.
cuz it all came back to me, lyk how you wanted it to be.
=D
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA. i swear to god that was one merepek dream luh. I woke up right after that. Still questioning myself... ELTON AND JOHN?! ahhahahahha WTH! merepeeeek btul. i wonder who's elton and who's john. GOSH.
It's strange how they could appear in my dreams sia. Nevermind~
i must've been thinking too much.
So the past few days was sucky as ever.
im still not talking to dad. he's being so cold towards me. and i hate that.
i skipped school the past two days.
my grades... are really shitty... im really slacking... but heck, im left with only a week.
the past few days, i met a lot of familiar faces.
I had breakfast that sun morning at macs and guess who i saw?! herman luh.
i bet he dun remember me at all, so yea, i just walked right through him.
then, i head to eliane's house to get ready and stuffs.
then we head off to vivo.
on the train, guess who i saw?!
tafsir luh!
i got so shocked! i think my reaction was pretty stupid.
Trying so hard to avoid him, i grabbed eliane's hand and run away as fast as i could to avoid him seeing me.
i feeeeel so baddddddd...
but whatever it is, i just hope, he did'nt realise luh.
i realise i was being really mean towards him last tym.
and i mean, REALLY. and im sorry.
i feel so bad.
its just that i've been hearing a lot of bad things about him last tym.
and that, the sight of me seeing a girl kissing him was just 0_0
Picture this kay, u went out on a date with a guy...
everything seem okay...
you need to pee.. you go to the toilet..
he's waiting for you outside...
then when you head out off the toilet you see a girl, kissing your date.
urrr, no okay, it's not a cheek kindda kiss.
it was more too... urm, lips kissing.
Am i just a bad luck kid orwhut?!
it was THEN, when i started to think, him and me, we are just totally different people.
i just can't see myself, seeing you everytym, sitting down there at the skatepark meeting your friends then sit there mcm tiang smiling lyk im forced to.
he's friends, are what i call the party people. i feel that, we are just... different.
So, i leave him hanging. and he keeps on texting and texting me saying sorry, asking me why all this happen, but still i refuse to text him back.
Even my mom went lyk "MSG balik luh, kesian org tu".
till one day, he finally gave up.
after all that, he dedicated a song for me through his myspace... called karma - cokelat.
yes, and it goes something like this...
"Selamat tinggal sayang
Bila umurku panjang, kelak ku kan datang
'Tuk buktikan, satu balas 'kan kau jelas
Jangan menangis sayang
Kuingin kau rasakan, pahitnya terbuang
Sia-sia, memang kau pantas dapatkan"
So yes tafsir, if you're reading this, i think, probably i deserve that.
i deserve that. really.
cuz it all came back to me, lyk how you wanted it to be.
=D
