I'm sick of everything! like seriously. im not asking for simpathy. but i've never been through such a thing. My dad, an egoistic bastard. Currently, i hate him.
Just now, i apologize to my dad, thinking that maybe that is the only way i would help my mother. He shouted at me, and still scolding me. Well, my mom help me, she told him how could you treat your child like that and stuffs. Then it came to a point, that he said, he dun bother us anymore, then my mom was like 'minah go take a bathe and we shall leave him' and he went like, 'leave leave ah. i dun bother' It hurts me when he said that. So when i walk off from him, i told him, he was heartless. i went back to my room and cried. when im crying, i told god, God, take away my life, maybe that would help everything. I told my mom just now, i should just die. well, think back, i wouldnt do such a thing, because i knew, if i leave, it would make matters worse for my mom.
well, i love my mom. she's been crying a lot. and i pity her. my dad still sleeps at the couch. when my sister asked him to go to his room, he refuses. so yea, stay that way, maybe my sister and me should sleep with her tonight. and i still THANK THAT FUCKING BITCH FOR THIS. FUCK YOU!! GOT THAT?!
4 years ago
