runaway.

I can’t sleep well. Woke up at 6 in the morning. Then around, 7, my mom came into my room, and I pretended I was sleeping. She slept with me in my room. When I saw her sleeping, I went back to sleep again. I thought of bringing her out today.

Then, ended up waking up at 12 +. So, I got a little scared when I didn’t see her in my bedroom. I went in her room, saw her sitting in front of her fan, drying her hair, lokking depressed. She was all ready to go out. So I asked her, where she heading to? She told me, she was going to meet her friend at admiralty. I insist on following her. But she told me she’s late and it’s going to be quick. Then I asked her, is she bringing her phone? She said yea.

So after she left, I don’t know why I lie on her bed and started crying. Then my dad went into the room, and asked me where she went? And I when like, “admiralty” then he asked me, go after her. Then he saw a letter my mom wrote. She told my dad she can’t take it anymore, and that she is sorry. She need to run away so that she can find some peace. I was crying like hell. I went on crying and crying. I called my brother and my sister up. My sister was crying on the phone.

I took a quick shower, wore my dress and went out. So yea, my father follow, but still, he belive that my mom was rude. At that point of time I wished I had kill him. So we went searchin behind the garden, all over our neighbourhood. She was’nt there. I called her, she rejected my call. I call her many times till she picked it up. Then finally she pick up. She said she wants to go. I am like “where are you!!” and she say she’s in the bus heading to woodlands. But she told my sis she’s at the mosque. And she told my auntie she’s in the central. So I was confused. Who to believe.

Then my dad, gave up. He said he was tired and dizzy. But I can see he was. So I asked him to go home. So I sat underneath my block alone, ccrying and crying thinking where was she. I call her, and she off her phone. My mind was thinking, should I run away? Should i? so yea, my sis came home. We went to sit somewhere. And I try contacting her again. Finally she on her phone. But it took me many times to dial her till she pick up. This time, i was begging her to come home. at this point of time, I feel as tho I could faint like seriously, I haven’t ate and I was crying so much. Then she asked me to go home. ask me to go and eat. I plead her to tell me where is she. She refuses to ans. Then she told me, she was at masjid darul makmur. She told me she’s staying there till ishyak. I told her, to come home. she told me she will. If she thinks of her children, she will come home. I trust her. I knew she will come home.

So yea, cut the story short. My brother, my sister and me took her home from the mosque. At ard 5. we ate. Back home, my dad, as per normal, scolding my mom. But she stay strong. But im glad that today my dad sleep in the room. Just so you know, today, is one of the worst day I ever had. I love my mom so much.