Hmmmm. Guess what time did I wake up today? 1? No. 2? No. 3? No. 4? No. 5? No. 6? YES!! And no people, im talking about 6 in the evening. Oh my. Im having sleeping disorder. I think I need some sleeping pills to put me to sleep. I’ve been wondering How the hell am I going to wake up when school starts?!
Ok, everything went as usual. At around 6 my mom told me my grandma had difficulty breathing. I thought that was normal. Because the past two time she went to the hospital was because of the same reason. At around 8 40, my parents and my brother had to go for jemputan. She asked me if I want to tag along and then we can go to the hospital together, but I don’t feel like going. I hate the idea of going to jemputan. So yea, I played the sims at home. At ard 9+ I got a call from my aunty, she told me my grandmother had past away. I was speechless! I got quiet. I cried.
You don’t know the tough times she’s been through. Her children don’t care about her. To be honest, even my mom don’t really pay much attention to her. I can still remember, last year, hari raya she was sitting on the chair ALONE, with no one to talk to. I mean, her children don’t even bother to talk to her. I can feel what she felt. The past few months, she’s been begging with people for money to go to the clinic. She even asked people not related to our family for money. Sometimes, my brother and my sister give some of their pay money to her. Well, even if I have some I would.
She’s been taking care of my aunty who is handicapped since the day my aunty was born. Now that my grandma had past away, can u imagine how huge is the impact on my aunty? My aunty who has no husband and kids. Where will she live? Im sad for her. Well, I’ve been thinking of asking her to live with us.
I went to the hospital just now, my sis picked me up. I kissed her forehead and I burst into tears. I love you grandma! I’ll always will. You’re my hero.
4 years ago
