a n e m b a r r a s i n g m o m e n t ! ! !

todae, teachers dae at canberra secondary... man i was so nervous lyk hell... haha... wake up at 5.30 siap siap sampai kol 6... then waited and waited fer nabila to call me... but she did'nt... i call her home and her father pick up... he said nabila still sleepin and she'll wake up in 10 mins. time... i was lyk.. WAT?! but i juz said ouh ok... haha... then rush to school then saw azimah runnin lyk hell haha... she said she waited fer nabila fer lyk 1/2 hours... haha... then we go to school togetheer la... wear make up and all.. hazirah sis was the one who wear make up fer us... quite nice la... nabila came like ard 6 45... haha... hmm, lyk around 8 15 the councillors start callin us... man ours was the ferst item... and i was nervous like hell... then when we were on stage... the ****KINg PA system played our song at the wrong timing... and i was oready startin... and it was lyk so humiliating man! HUMILIATING! then after the dance i was not in a veri good mood... embarrasing ya knoe... then went to class and there was a surprise party... and it was so damn boring.. i went to my table and sleep haha... then take pictures and all... after school, me naj and azi went to my house... fer fun.. we make-up each otha la... and took pictures haha... lyk abt 3 naj mom called my home... and i lied fer her... haha... i said i dunno where she is... haha... when they went back home... i sleep... until 7... then got a msg frm danial but unfortunately, he was offline when i woke up... i thought tommoroes day was cancelled... and i was like.. haiz.. nvm la... i actualli told shakilla and tarmizi to follow us... i nearly told them it was cancelled when he called me askin how about tommoroe... and i was lyk anithink la... wat tym? he said 4 or 5... and i was like ok... then i ask him if shakilla can come along? and he said "shakilla maner seh..." "ouh mataer tarmizi eh?" "tamizi ikot ah?" "ok la"... but now the thing is shakilla and him is nt confirmed.... tarmizi said he think about it... haiya! hope they can come along lah!... plz god!

nabila gettin ready...
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s l e e p y ! ! ( y a w n ~ )

HaIZZ... i'm soo sleepy... tommorow must wake up at 5.30... got malay dance ah for teachers day... todae?? hmm.. history retest was hard. i juz write all stuff that i can remember in the essay... it's all bullshit... haha... my handwriting was lyk sooo.. u.g.l.y... wonder if mr siva will can read it or not... haha... todae... he approach my class askin me if i'm free tommoroe or maybe wed.. i say la.. that tommoroe i'm goin back chongfu and wed i'll think about it... haizz... then juz now chatted with me he ask again... i sae anithink... am i doin the rite thing??! so this wednesday i'll be goin out with him... he wants to take neoprint... and i was lyk... erm... scared... coz i dun even knoe how to pose when i'm with him... haha.. see la... juz see how it will turn out.. feel like not going... but it's like cruel... my frens told me i shuld try and go out with him... coz it's like no point having a stead when u dun even talk or go out with him... haizz... they've got a point there... todae rehearsal was such a shameful thing man... the stage was small and he was looking... how embarrasing could it be... our payung clash with one another... and our dance was not at the same timing... and it was horibble man!! haha... summore mansura did'nt come... haizz... let's see how it will turn out tommoroe... feel like backing out... but it's too late... haizz... k la... wanna go and get some sleep... chaoz~!

StRessS!! HAahA
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M i s s m y b r o !

Haiz... yesterday sleep at around 5 seh... my eye bags are showing... then todae woke up at around 1... haha... then straight away use comp. to do my frenz column... ermm.. it's oready completed... onli left photos, links and videos page... and ouh... i created a tag board on my frenz page.. feel free to tag... todae?? my mom and my dad went to tekong to visit my brother... haiz... miss him sooo much... ermm... my mom told me he asked her who sleep in his bedroom... and my mom went "minah.. dier tido kat bilik kau sebab dier rindu kau" and he went quiet... when i heard this i cried seh... then i went lyk "mak slalu nak buat minah nangis apasal?" haha... i dunno la.. i just can't help it... haha... hate his ex for makin him hard to go through his NS... all about her.. my bro can't sleep or concentrate in his NS well... my bro has given her soo much and yet she's acting like a bitch... haizz... dunno lah eh... maybe it's my bro's fault oso... who knoes?! hmmm... it's oready 10.00!! and i'm still using the comp! haha... need to study history summore... guess how much i got fer history?? 5 i think! over 25... haha... haizz... i'm soo freakin stress man! Should have taken geography man!.. always make the wrong decision in my life... haha... k lahh!! got to study for my retest!! haha... chao!

i t s 4 a m ! !

It's 3.42 am oreadi and yet i'm not sleeping! muakahaha... all b'coz of this new template... Man... I've been doing this and creating this fer lyk 11 hours! I started doin at ard 4 or 5 pm and onli finish my diary page onli... haizz... Still got a lot's more to do... haha... ermm.. todae?? so freakin bored! haha... nothin to do... tat's why i do this new blog... Wat happen todae? well.. nothin much happened... i wake up at ard 3... took a bath... watch tv... and started surfin the net... went to anak melayu and got a sticky note from syakilla saeing "eh minah... ade budak kat skola kiter nak sound kau... tapi dier seram" hahaha... i ask her whu? and she have'nt reply... hmm.. wonder whu it is... haizzz... i realli need help man... i want to get out frm my mess... but.......... it's hard... hard to explain... how long will this end??! i feel so stupid havin this choice... shuld have said no... but then it's like i'm hurtin sumone... haizz... watever la.. dun want to think to much... so how?? my new blog?? nice?? feel free to tag when i have my tag board haha... i dunno how to put a tag on my blog la... will ask my sis tommoroe k... since she's oreadi asleep... k lah... got a lots more to do...