my 19th

Just so you guys know, i've set up a multiply account so that i can upload all the pictures easily. I blog down there too. http://burnheartmemoirs.multiply.com =D



Hey hello!

So here are my birthday pictures.

Exactly at midnight, i was staying up till 12 with love. He was there to wished me happy birthday on midnight on the dot. Sorry for the weird looking face, i was really sleepy and my hair kindda look like amy winehouse. ahhaha. My family bought me 2 pair of vans pumps and a volcom dress.

And then after school. i went out with my lovelys to fish market restaurant to celebrate my 19th. they bought me a guess handbag. hee. thxxxx =D

walked around clark quay and took pictures together

And then nurul and mira left.at around 9.

then on the sat, i spent the time with love. Initially we had plans to go to marina barrage, but somehow, it was kindda too late to head down to marina. We watched his friends perform instead.

9/16/2007

9/16/2007

Cuppycakes <3

made cupcakes again =D
this time with sister.
















made for nicky baby.
hee

STRESS PERIOD

im so fucking stressed up with school.
Im stressed up with my freaking fyp.
Stressed up with clearing up my damn CE point.
Stressed up with my fucking marketing module.
Stressed up with my daily grades.

Stress up with my damn pimples.
Stress up with what to do after this semester.
Stress up thinking on how to graduate on time.
Stress up thinking what's my grade.

Stress up of studying for my marketing test *where it did'nt help me at all*

Stress up thinking of what this week is filled for me.
Stress up knowing that i have little time to spent with love this month.

Im just fucking stressed now.
I need some peace.
I need some holidays where i don't need to think about any school-related stuff.

I want to pack my bags up and leave singapore right now.

I JUST WANT TO BE SCHOOL-FREE. DAMMIT.

Cutie

So lets play the guessing game.

Who do you think this faty cutesy bomsy baby is?!

It isssssssssssssss......
My sayang sayang nicky sayang.

ADORABLE AIN'T HE?!
but too bad he isnt as adorable as he is right now.
MUAHAHHAHAHA =P
*you know you love me. xoxo =D*

Sayang, you need to grow some fats kay. pls pls pls!
Then i'll keep pinching you 24/7. haha.

Went over his house, and browse through his baby pictures.
Found out how chubby and how fair he was last tym. haha.






And then...
I Was looking through his report book.
AND BOY, I FOUND THIS MILLION DOLLAR PICTURE THAT I WOULD BE MOST GLADLY TO SHARE.




HAHAHA. And he was cool about it. He said, he was trynna be one of those ah-beng with the hair cut like that.

COOL LUH TU KIREKAN.

ahhahahah

Okay, so yea, he had to book in tonight. I kindda hate when he books in, because, god knows i hate free times. Because this is the time where i would choose to think about things that are pretty much negative. Like, School for example.

Im starting to hate school more and more, knowing the fact that school's gonna be over soon. I was so happy thinking about graduating, that i realise that I might be repeating modules next semester. Like, MARKETING. -_- I skipped like 7 times already. So i have only 5 lessons to pull my grade to a D. And if i fail my UTs, and my daily grades remain consistent through out. Then probably, i'll get an E. But i still can pull my grades. And its only up to me if i'll put in more effort to come to school.

SIGH.

i love it when love is around. Because, nothing else matters when im with him. *CHEY CHEESAY* But strangely, true.

Sometimes i miss those hugs and kisses when i have to wait for A WEEK to see him again. And to see him for sometimes a day, or 3 isn't that fair to me. But it's better to see then to not meet at all. And i guess i have to be patient. And bare with this for another 1 1/2 years.