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Friday, August 31, 2007

Sing me something soft. Sad and delicate.



Sing me something soft. Sad and delicate. Loud and out of key. Sing me anything.


the plan was to eat steamboat at bedok sempang.
but it was closed.
sigh.
the food there was ok la. quite cheap.
and it was super spicy.
cost me ard 9 or 10?
im bloated now.
super full.

Oh. took the train home, got off at raffles place.
and my dad went in.
i did'nt even realise he passes me la.
not until eliane gave a call.
haha.








i seriously think that wearing facial products makes my face more oilier. ergh!





































COOL KAPE!?
AHHAHAHAHHA!

OKAY IM BORED. ;p

So Long peepeeeeeoplee!

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Again and again, i keep thinking.


Again and again, i keep thinking.



Sumtyms, i dunno why, i keep thinking of things over and over again.
I can't stop it.
Oh why?

So today started out pretty rough on me.
I just can't get things rite.
And then i was moodless.
I've got plans with elia and loga.
The plan was to catch hairspray, at 4, plaza sing.
So i told elia i'll reach ard 415.
Like i said, i just can't get things rite. 4, i was still at home.
Called her up, told her i was moodless and asked them to catch the movie first.
But she insist on waiting.
Got off ard 430 or so.

Met them at subway. Talk and talk, i felt relieve.
I guess, pouring my feelings could be the best way to get rid of it all.
And i can't believe i could pour my feelings to a total stranger yesterday.
I got no one to confide i guess?
I knoe i got my friends. But i dun want them to get sick and tired of my shits.
So yea, we catch the 630 show.

Hairspray is a must watch okay.
it's super funny.
the cutest thing was john travolta.
its cute to see him acting as the mom.
and the funniest thing was, i did'nt even knoe that she was john travolta by the end of the movie.
and the host show, is just hot okay!
Definitely, not a waste.

After the movie, we walked down city hall and chilled at starbucks.
And now, im pretty much tired and boredom is keeping me company.

I've been sleeping late. Yest, i slept ard 7 in the morning.
Im growing eye bags. GOD i seriously need to have a proper sleep.
but curiousity keeps me awake. ergh




So now, im heading to sleep.
gonna head bedok corner with the friends for dinner later.
toodles stranger!

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

So, Who's gonna catch me when i fall?




So, Who's gonna catch me when i fall?



Shits been pretty shitty lately for me.
My sis is being such a bitch on me.
thx for cursing me and stuffs.
In my life, i choose to do what's right for me.
I dun need sumone controlling over my fucking life.
I dun need sumone, to even choose who they think is right for me.
I took an oath and i stand by it.
FUCK IM IRRITATED.
I hate what im going through rite now. seriously.
I find nothingness in life.
I listen to my heart everytym.
And i pretty much know what it wants.
So buzz off okay! =(

So urm, there was Lunar moon eclipse today. Was ecpecting to see the moon. But i just could'nt find where the heck is east. So i walked around my neighbourhood. I even went up to the 16th storey of sum flats just to catch the moon rises. BUT I COULD'NT SEE IT! hahaha. I guess there was too much clouds. But i could see a part of the sky which was orangy. could it be it? So yea, forget abt it! just watch at the news instead. ahahhaha!

If there's joy, i'll reach out for it.
But what's the point of being in a place where there's absence of it.
it's gone.
you gotta understand what i need.
you're just not it.

I NEED YOU JOY

Monday, August 27, 2007

Kiss me, down by the broken tree house.

Kiss me, down by the broken tree house.



Im in love with the song. Kiss Me - NFG.
i like their cover better.

Okay. Im pretty much stupid i guess. hahahha.

So, Luqman confident ckp today, 1230, there will be the planet mars by the moon. HAHA. And we will get to see it. I told him, how could it be. It happen years b4 i think, ard 2 - 5 years back i guess? hahaha. He kept insisting that it is true. I search on the net. it is true that people had been talking about it but it stated that it was an email hoax. So i told him, it isn't true.

Ahh, 1230, took my dslr, look out of my window and capture the picture of the lonely moon. haha. NO MARS OK. ahhaha. belo.



Ok, i was being stupid, looking out of my window, capturing the pretty lonely moon and i dropped my camera cover out of the window. STUPID KAN! and now, the thought of going down to void deck at this hour alone is scary. If theres isn't any sounds of people talking i guess i would go down. ERGH. So now, im watching over it, waiting fer my bro to come home and take it.

Anyway, im done doing those posters. and it turn out pretty ugly. coz it was last min work la. and i did'nt get much time either to improvise either.




I need to go yishun to change my lens and thread. =( anyone?

and oh, i hate it when i chat with people, and all they could say is. "im daymn bored". i mean, everytym. it's okay if its once in a while. just don't say it to me consecutively.

My computer has been switched on for lyk 2 days now. Time for it to rest now.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Why everything I had in life, Has fallen from my arms



Why everything I had in life, Has fallen from my arms

i actually thought of it in the bus just now.
why?

No, i dun have the courage to.

Dun think im gonna sleep today.
Got to finish up sum posters. sigh.
It's been too long since i touch on my illustrator.
Style IG has no news to it.
No upcoming projects.

So just now, i went to JayBee to shop fer my sis weddings thingy thing.
My... its been too long since i went to jaybee.
nothings changed. ahhaha. same old shit down there.
and oh, it was flooding all over at this one place.
gosh. that was the first time i saw flood i guess.
i pity all those little stalls down there, with their stalls all wet.
the flood was lyk on the hips level i guess. maybe that's because im short la!! i was in the bus, and the water level was lyk on the tyre level. hahaha. JAKON LA KAN AMINAH.

Went, larkin i think, and i saw this pretty kebaya. aiyayayayai!
wo yao mai la!
soooo pretty laaaaa.
red black. sungguh cantik. and im getting it.
I swear to god im getting it!
soon! and and and, i can even wear it on my sis wedding.

haiz. i dunno why, but currently, im in need of a hug.
elia! SMOTHER ME QUICKLY! hahahahahhahhaha!

Thursday, August 23, 2007

i could'nt feel you. You're always too far away


I could'nt feel you. You're always too far away.



Goodbye W66C Lovelies.

So today, i came late, AS USUAL LAH! But i was rushing and rushing. I got off from my house ard 930 and i realised i left my bracelet and wristband on the computer desk. So i asked my brother to threw it out of the window. But his aiming sucks, it went down the drain. I did'nt intend to pick it up. But a poor uncle in his mid 60s insisted on picking it up. I felt so mean. I mean, i already asked him to just ignore it. But he insisted. Daymn, i feel mean.

For the last day of school, me, liana, aqila and aishah cabot 3rd meeting. and we had photography session instead. ahhaha. Myyyyyyyyyy..... im so gonna miss them. RP is always being a bitch, for seperating us every semester. i hate it when u've made friends and then you have to leave them and have to make new friends all over again.

Im gonna miss Aqila. Im gonna miss the laughters we share. Im gonna miss your sotong-ness. Im gonna miss those instant noodle tyms. Im gonna miss her company. Thanks for being there for me in class and tolerate my nonsense. ahhaha. Im gonna miss that voice u make in class the first tym "Cheeee-cherrr!!". HAHA

Im gonna miss Liana. Im gonna miss noisy liana. Im gonna miss her jokes. Im gonna miss her, aminah kau pakai concealer before ke after foundation ah? hahaha. im gonna miss her company. Im gonna miss those singing tyms we sang. hahah

Im gonna miss Aisha. Im gonna miss, miss slow. Im gonna miss grouping with her. Im gonna miss her cute sotong face. ahhahaha. Im gonna miss looking at her comp. ahhaha.

Im gonna miss Nizar and his ley ley ley and his gf stories. And his merepek-ness. hahahhaa.

Im gonna miss everyone la in w66c. thx for making me talk in class.
Im gonna miss them!=(



THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL PICTURES.






































And oh!! A cockroach just walk on my lap just now. EWWWWWWWWWW.

But oh. How could you do it?



But oh. How could you do it?



Some has been complaining, how come your tagboad can't be tagged.
While Some has been complaining, how come your page doesn't load.
So yea, aminah has change her layout to a new one. Some will be updated soon. so yea.
How is the new look eh? =D

So, yest, i went to school as per normal. Late as usual. Reached ard 940. Was lazy to go school actually, but Aqila called me early in the morning persuading me to go school. So i had no choice but to go. I intend to eat instant noodle actually. But stupid eliane, had plans with her friends. haha. And by the time i reached class, aqila went down with aishah. I did'nt know aishah came actually. if only i knew, i would'nt have came into the class in the first place. I was sleepy, so i called up eliane to skip lesson, since cavvy was'nt in class too. So both of us cabot even b4 class started. Stayed at school for a while, transfer things to uli, then head off to cwp.

I was super tired okay yest, that i nearly went into the guys toilet. And when the people by the road shoted "oi" to us, i got freaked out and shouted to myself "ahh!!"
hahaha. i bought those creamy puffs from beard papa and they taste good lyk heaven. im craving fo it now. :( but it cost $2 per puff. So expensive. =(

So when i reached home, and that was ard, 2, i quickly tuck in my bed and sleep lyk i've never sleep fo days. I seriously had no idea wth am i so freaking tired. I slept at around 4 the day b4. and yet i was sleepy like i've never felt sleepy for my entire life. i tucked in my bed, for the whole day. i woke up at 4pm just now. So, altogether, i had 26 hours of sleeping. Gosh!

Im on the phone rite now with eliane. She's just sad over her life and telling me how much it means for her to die rite now. Lighten up babe! don't do stupid things. There's so much ahead of you. You just need patience rite now, hoping fo that brighter day to pass by. You still have us. Dun cry over these littlest thing. When you cry, it makes me want to cry too. =D

Monday, August 20, 2007

it won't be long before you forget my name


it won't be long before you forget my name



Went out to queue fo donuts today. fo ard 1 hr? or less than that i guess. Fat. Im getting FAT! ergh.

Aldo accessories had this buy 1 get 1 free thingy thing. Buy any item off that shop and u'll get any item in that shop fer free. Cool shit eh? And so i bought this i-dunno-what-its-called hat and a bag fer the price of one.

To conclude, aminah = broke.
broke = no eating at school = instant noodle from home all the way.
=(

boy, you're lame. lame lame lame.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

They just keep coming like gunshots.


They just keep coming like gunshots.



I saw fadhil today. And I went lyk, wth! He’s with a girl. Nevermind about that. Did’nt took notice if he realized it was me or not cuz it’s been so long since we last met. Uhh. It aches thinking about the past. It aches me to realize how I was treated and how they were treated. Ahh regrets. That’s all I can say. But! That’s not the point. The point is that, I keep seeing them one by one. And they’re hitting me lyk gunshots. O god, what is that hidden meaning behind all this shit? It’d be best if it stop. Cuz, I don’t need all this right now.

So today, skipped school and went to sentosa. The plan was to spend our time at the beach, take a dip in the sea osumthink, but end up we did’nt due to the weather. So all we did was walking around sentosa taking pictures. Tiring I guess. So sentosa left us with err, tiredness? So we head down to esplanade around 6 to watch the fireworks. Lots of peoples were there. But before the fireworks even started, me and eliane was gazing to the skies above to see the stars. And we saw sumthink white which was travelling at a fast speed. I actually thought it was a falling star. Hahaha. But apparently I think it was a white bird osumthink? But it is strange to see a white bird flying at a super fast speed. How I wish I could spot a falling star. =( So, after the fireworks ended, We ended up having our dinner at gluttons bay. Im pretty broke now. Might be catching the next fireworks tomorrow.

My connection at home is being an ass okay. Seriously, rite now, im doing all this shit in notepad, waiting for the right time to upload. I just can’t get myself signed in and I can’t check my mails. Starhub’s a bitch. Talking about that, I haven’t started on my PP yet. Thanks to me for that stupid idea on Starhub. And now I have no clue on how to start at all.

So now, rewind back to Thursday, went to school, super late, and I forgot to bring that rayband fer nizar. And thanks to my mom for not packing up my stuff properly, I did’nt brought my harddisk along wit me. And uli was saying I was bubbling him. Haha. Sorry. And I had fun playing twister with the classmate. Sadly I’m the second person to fall. I didn’t sleep the day before, due to that, when I finished my presentation ard 305 and I straight away took the cab home, take a short nap. I actually asked my mom to wake me up at ard 430, but I didn’t felt the presence of her waking me up and I ended up waking up ard 530 instead. And so I was late at meeting my sis. But she was with fauzy anyways. So yea, she didn’t mind I was late. The best part of going out with her is that I could get what I want easily for free! HAHAHA. Oh, the funniest moment yesterday was when an Indian guy walked by my sis and hit her, and he said sorry in a very slow manner. The sorry was super slow okay. I suddenly felt that the world was running slow mo fo a second. And so when I reached home, I was going to upload sum pictures I took, but then, I fell asleep doing so. And woke up ard 5 and then decided to cont sleeping.

Oh yea, due to tat tiredness yesterday, I did’nt do my RJ. And still, ryte now, I haven’t done so. Argh! Im 2 days late siak. Hahahha. *whatever!*

Alrytes now, I shall not blabber too long. Because, I know not many of u reads it. Well even so, I think they have a hard tym reading it due to my grammar errors or my sentence structure. Hahha. Ok here goes some pictures.

Sentosa Trip

































Fireworks












Thursday = Twister












i'll upload the twister vid soon.
you musn't miss the fall of aisha!
super funny!!