a d v a n c e t o p r o m o t e d ! !

At first... i found out i was advance.... but went i got back my report book... wow! i'm promoted.... but i failed many of my subjects... haizz... promise to do better next year... and i'm gonna prove it... hmm... well well... my parents are'nt that mad... haha... but they do complain i pay too much attention on computers... hahaha.... well wat to do...

G o d P l z H e l p M e . . .

i've got back all my results man... surprise surprise!! i fail all my subjects including malay... but i did pass my english... but i found out that i pass my overall fer my math and malay... the rest i dunnoe yet... but i do knoe that my overall for my physics, i fail... D7... man im sooo scared to take back my report book... i just dun wan to knoe that i'm goin normal next year... i want to at least go to express nxt year... but i dun care if i drop to combine science... i promise myself to do well next year.... i will pay more attention... plzz god! help mi!!!

s a d : ( . . .

man i'm so fuckin sad... all becoz of my physics and a math... todae i got my physics paper back, my paper 1 i got 20/40... i was like... k.. i hope my paper 2 can help me... when i got back my paper 2, i did'nt tend to see the marks... i flip from the back to the front... i look at it and i know i was goin to fail... so i look at my marks... i'm rite... totally rite... "I FAIL" i got 21/80 for my paper 2... man... that sux... i was like goin to cry, coz i knoe my chemistry oso i fail... i juz hope that i can pass my english and not droppin to normal... when i got back home... i told my mom "u wanna hear the good news or the bad"... then she say... "u fail ur test??" i was lyk... yes... my physics... then i told her "u saw with your own eyes i study rite..." the she was like "who ask u to study last minute..." i juz kept quiet... now, i'm scared to tell my dad... i juz hope his not gonna get real mad.... sometimes, i feel like commiting suicide... but hey.. who knoes...

m i s s . . .

Now everywhere I go,
Everyone I meet,
Every time I try to fall in love,
They all want to know why I'm so broken.
Why I am I so cold,
Why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?
I don't even know, this story's never had an end.
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been hoping,
I've been dreaming you would come back,
But I know the ending of this story.
You're never coming back,
Never... Never... Never...

I t s b e e n s o l o n g . . .

woah... it's been so loonng since i last update my blog... haha... well too lazy to do soo... durin this month, been soo busy lately with my end of year... sooo stress seh!! evrytym before exam, i will wake up at around 2 in the morning and study... till 7 then go to school... my eye bags are becoming more and more obvious... man... i'm so sick and tired of studyin... i study study study but nothin came in my mind... i have a feelin i'm gonna fail my a math, my chem, my physics, my english... all lah!! wasting my energy onli wake up evrymorning... chemistry and a math was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo damn difficult man... i cry sia... i hate electrolysis and moles!!! hate them lotS!!!! todae, exams over HOOOORAY... but what i'm scared of is, "R-E-S-U-L-T-S"...