Law of magnetism

Law of magnetism states that, like poles repel, unlike poles attract.
how about, a boy who have this same characteristic as a girl. Say,... this boy who is shy and is sumone who thinks too much and this girl who is also shy and think too much. do you think they will eventually meet sumday? applying the law of magnetism, obviously, they would'nt meet. but is it true? ERGH! i think i just met another me. sad sad sad. I realise that, both of us thinkks wayyyyyyy too much. It's funny to know someone really similar as u. and i mean EXACTLY.

think about it.

birthday

Holidayyss!!! like finally!! looking forward for holidays! well, my birthday this year was definitely fun. i bought for myself a volcom vest and a cap! Hahaha! Sis bought me the topshop bag i wanted. Friends bought me heels and treated me swensens. Azi gave me a super sweet picture frame and a choker. Parents gave me cash. awwww. THX YA'LL!! =D=D=D <3<3<3 the most fun part of my birthday was the plan that my friends wanted to "saboh" me, but turn out i knew the plan. SO FUNNY. especially the "hmmmm.... guy" part. hahaha. so cute.

Okay okay. the masquerade party is coming up. and daymn, i want to rent a dress from this costume shop. but am afraid i'll be too "over". well my sis bought me this head accecories from topshop and this beautiful feathered fan for the party . and i'm not sure if i should wear it since im still deciding on whether i should rent the dress. I found this super gorgeous mask that i could rent. once i rent, the stuffs my sis bought would be a waste. so i'm clueless.

I want the slr camera soooooo badly!!!! olympus e-volt would be fine. But sadly, i can't afford it. DAYMNNNNNNNN :(

irfano.

heart.

Okay. This movie is a MUST watch!!

enterprise's a bitch

I fucking hate her. She is being such a pain in the ass.
Today’s presentation was judge by alex and err i-dunno-who. Ahhh, I miss alex. A great faci. And im touched that he remembers my name. =D

never will they.

they will never understand how i feel.

they just dun care.

Ok. New semester, new class. I miss my previous class. Truthfully, previous class was way better. It is now the 2nd week of school and yet, I still feel like a loner. Am I arrogant? Do I look arrogant? I feel so low in the class. It’s totally different then the old class. The people there are much more, knowledgeable I must say. Not saying that my previous class isn’t. But what im trying to say is, they have a high level of expectations. Unlike me. Some of them has a GPA of 4.0. Im surprised that most of them, when presenting, they went to elaborate so much. When all I can do is just to read from the slides? i feel so… urghh….

Ok chatted with my cousin just now….

Feel the beautiful flowers laid barren by an emptiness that can never be filled says:
skola?
kau da nak skola kan?
miZ lonEly aPai 4 eva.. says:
next year..
Feel the beautiful flowers laid barren by an emptiness that can never be filled says:
oooo
miZ lonEly aPai 4 eva.. says:
yup..pak ngah 2 ari mcm sindir je..
Feel the beautiful flowers laid barren by an emptiness that can never be filled says:
asal?
dia ckp ape?
miZ lonEly aPai 4 eva.. says:
tkde n level o level da msk diploma?
salah ke?
Feel the beautiful flowers laid barren by an emptiness that can never be filled says:
hahaha
alaaa
kau tahu la pak ngahhh
miZ lonEly aPai 4 eva.. says:
sape tk kenal anak jenab..
hahahahaha
Feel the beautiful flowers laid barren by an emptiness that can never be filled says:
mengarot jer 24 jammm
miZ lonEly aPai 4 eva.. says:
mak ngan anak
Feel the beautiful flowers laid barren by an emptiness that can never be filled says:
hahahhaha
miZ lonEly aPai 4 eva.. says:
kwang3

Ok, should I be mad or should’nt I? Somehow it hurts me because he’s my father and she has no right to say so. If she wants to discriminate, discriminate my grandmother and not him. I know my dad can be a pain in the ass, but he is my dad. She’s lucky I can tolerate such things.

new air.

ahhhh.... new semester, new class...
im pretty scared about tommorow...
wonder where will i be sitting in the classroom?
and hmmm.. will i make new friends?
im scaredddddd....
and how am i going to present in the class, when i know no one...
i suck at presentations..
arghhhhhhhhh
im scared!

i've been alone all along

i've been alone all along....

runaway.

I can’t sleep well. Woke up at 6 in the morning. Then around, 7, my mom came into my room, and I pretended I was sleeping. She slept with me in my room. When I saw her sleeping, I went back to sleep again. I thought of bringing her out today.

Then, ended up waking up at 12 +. So, I got a little scared when I didn’t see her in my bedroom. I went in her room, saw her sitting in front of her fan, drying her hair, lokking depressed. She was all ready to go out. So I asked her, where she heading to? She told me, she was going to meet her friend at admiralty. I insist on following her. But she told me she’s late and it’s going to be quick. Then I asked her, is she bringing her phone? She said yea.

So after she left, I don’t know why I lie on her bed and started crying. Then my dad went into the room, and asked me where she went? And I when like, “admiralty” then he asked me, go after her. Then he saw a letter my mom wrote. She told my dad she can’t take it anymore, and that she is sorry. She need to run away so that she can find some peace. I was crying like hell. I went on crying and crying. I called my brother and my sister up. My sister was crying on the phone.

I took a quick shower, wore my dress and went out. So yea, my father follow, but still, he belive that my mom was rude. At that point of time I wished I had kill him. So we went searchin behind the garden, all over our neighbourhood. She was’nt there. I called her, she rejected my call. I call her many times till she picked it up. Then finally she pick up. She said she wants to go. I am like “where are you!!” and she say she’s in the bus heading to woodlands. But she told my sis she’s at the mosque. And she told my auntie she’s in the central. So I was confused. Who to believe.

Then my dad, gave up. He said he was tired and dizzy. But I can see he was. So I asked him to go home. So I sat underneath my block alone, ccrying and crying thinking where was she. I call her, and she off her phone. My mind was thinking, should I run away? Should i? so yea, my sis came home. We went to sit somewhere. And I try contacting her again. Finally she on her phone. But it took me many times to dial her till she pick up. This time, i was begging her to come home. at this point of time, I feel as tho I could faint like seriously, I haven’t ate and I was crying so much. Then she asked me to go home. ask me to go and eat. I plead her to tell me where is she. She refuses to ans. Then she told me, she was at masjid darul makmur. She told me she’s staying there till ishyak. I told her, to come home. she told me she will. If she thinks of her children, she will come home. I trust her. I knew she will come home.

So yea, cut the story short. My brother, my sister and me took her home from the mosque. At ard 5. we ate. Back home, my dad, as per normal, scolding my mom. But she stay strong. But im glad that today my dad sleep in the room. Just so you know, today, is one of the worst day I ever had. I love my mom so much.

fucked up

I'm sick of everything! like seriously. im not asking for simpathy. but i've never been through such a thing. My dad, an egoistic bastard. Currently, i hate him.

Just now, i apologize to my dad, thinking that maybe that is the only way i would help my mother. He shouted at me, and still scolding me. Well, my mom help me, she told him how could you treat your child like that and stuffs. Then it came to a point, that he said, he dun bother us anymore, then my mom was like 'minah go take a bathe and we shall leave him' and he went like, 'leave leave ah. i dun bother' It hurts me when he said that. So when i walk off from him, i told him, he was heartless. i went back to my room and cried. when im crying, i told god, God, take away my life, maybe that would help everything. I told my mom just now, i should just die. well, think back, i wouldnt do such a thing, because i knew, if i leave, it would make matters worse for my mom.

well, i love my mom. she's been crying a lot. and i pity her. my dad still sleeps at the couch. when my sister asked him to go to his room, he refuses. so yea, stay that way, maybe my sister and me should sleep with her tonight. and i still THANK THAT FUCKING BITCH FOR THIS. FUCK YOU!! GOT THAT?!

fucked up

Everything’s so fucked up right now.
I can’t stop crying. My dad has been on the couch since yesterday. He refuses to talk to anyone. Early in the morning, I heard my mom and him quarelling. He didn’t ate since yesterday. My mom on the other hand has been in her room, crying. Me and my sister, stayed in the room. And my brother, in his room. I am sad. I should thank my evil grandmother for this. She really likes to see us like this didn’t she. And I knew all along, yesterday, when my mom cried in front of her, she didn’t care less. She was more than happy. I am cursing her to death. How’d I wish that it was her that had past away.
Seriously, I don’t know what to do.

funeral

My grandmother’s funeral.

I can’t sleep at night. Had to woke up at 7. So I didn’t sleep the entire night and wait till morn. I toss and turn on my bed while stargazing, I cried too. So rite now, I’ve been awake since the past 29 hours.

And I’ve been crying since the past 8 hours. Not only did I mourn over my grandma’s funeral, to add to the melancholy, my fucking dad made a big issue. He was JEALOUS. I can see his jealousy. Well, story goes like this. My sister and me was sitting in front of my grandma’s jenazah and we were crying and sobbing. Well my ‘evil grandma’(my dad’s mom) was beside us. We were so sad that we didn’t talk to our ‘evil grandma’ and we didn’t salam her. So, this bitch, goes up to my dad and told him about we never salam her and all. COME ON! Just admit that u are jealous. Too bad, I love my other grandma to the max. So, my dad, confronted us. Like oh my god. Picture this people. People are crying, most of them are sad, some were praying, some were kissing my grandma’s forehead and he wants us to fucking entertain that bitch?!

Im sorry if I sound mean. But truth is, u haven’t met my ‘evil grandma’. She hates us. And so do we. Do you know that sometimes I see the way he treated my father isn’t the same as the rest of his siblings. Well every time, when there’s occasion coming up, my father isn’t updated at all. As in know one would tell him. It was always awkward when my family are around them. And do you know that my grandmother called my sister ‘mulut puki’ when she was little? She thinks that we got no feeling at all. yea, fuck her!

So after the funeral, at around 6, we were heading back home. We were in the car. And he was shouting and shouting. I was crying. He wanted my brother to go to clementi and go to the bitch house. Like What the fuck?! So yea, we went to her house. He went into the lift and left us behind. By the time we reach at the house, me, my mom, my sis was crying. We were pissed. We had enough of him. We told that bitch, ur son is so fucked up. He tend to lose his temper easily. My brother was shouting to him. Like seriously, what the fuck is wrong with him!? What was his problem.

I cried so bad because all I ever wanted is a happy family. The one where we rarely fight. and where the siblings are so close. Like now, me and my brother, we are not close at all. And my father, he always find fault in everything. Oh god, please give me a happy family. I’ve been praying for this for a long time. You know I love my family when we were happy. Can we just remain that way. Change my father’s attitude. He’s having high blood pressure right now. I love him. Don’t make him mad.

All this vulgarites doesn’t mean that I hate my dad. I love him. I love him to the maximum. It’s just that his temper made me feel like I hate him so much that I want to kill him. But to my evil grandma, I can’t say that I love her, because she never showed me what is love and never made me feel that love exist. Im not sure, if I should even like her Im confused. There’s always second chances to make me think differently about her, but she don’t really show that she can even deserve second chances.

Now, everyone is not in talking terms. my mom is already asleep, which is what she neveer did before. and my dad, watching the tv outside. i can't really describe what i feel right now.

my hero

Hmmmm. Guess what time did I wake up today? 1? No. 2? No. 3? No. 4? No. 5? No. 6? YES!! And no people, im talking about 6 in the evening. Oh my. Im having sleeping disorder. I think I need some sleeping pills to put me to sleep. I’ve been wondering How the hell am I going to wake up when school starts?!

Ok, everything went as usual. At around 6 my mom told me my grandma had difficulty breathing. I thought that was normal. Because the past two time she went to the hospital was because of the same reason. At around 8 40, my parents and my brother had to go for jemputan. She asked me if I want to tag along and then we can go to the hospital together, but I don’t feel like going. I hate the idea of going to jemputan. So yea, I played the sims at home. At ard 9+ I got a call from my aunty, she told me my grandmother had past away. I was speechless! I got quiet. I cried.

You don’t know the tough times she’s been through. Her children don’t care about her. To be honest, even my mom don’t really pay much attention to her. I can still remember, last year, hari raya she was sitting on the chair ALONE, with no one to talk to. I mean, her children don’t even bother to talk to her. I can feel what she felt. The past few months, she’s been begging with people for money to go to the clinic. She even asked people not related to our family for money. Sometimes, my brother and my sister give some of their pay money to her. Well, even if I have some I would.

She’s been taking care of my aunty who is handicapped since the day my aunty was born. Now that my grandma had past away, can u imagine how huge is the impact on my aunty? My aunty who has no husband and kids. Where will she live? Im sad for her. Well, I’ve been thinking of asking her to live with us.

I went to the hospital just now, my sis picked me up. I kissed her forehead and I burst into tears. I love you grandma! I’ll always will. You’re my hero.

ooo. la la.

okay! CURRENTLY.
Currently, im hating someone. he/she is getting on my nerves and i feel like killing him/her + my brother, who keep asking me to design a lot of stuff. Patience Brother Patience! IRRITATING! I have a lot of things to do okay.
Currently, im broke but im wanting so much like err, a new bag, a vest, a new dress, Lots of t shirts, new jeans, do something new to my hair… bla bla bla.. DAMN!! Tell me where can I steal some Money?!
Currently, im addicted to corinne bailey rae. Err, her songs actually. “girl put your records on, tell me your favourite songs, you go ahead let your hair down…” lalala! Her songs is the shit man!
Currently, lord of dogtown is watching me. LOL! Since im playing it for the sake of light. So that there won’t be a total darkness. I like it when it’s not too bright not too dark you see. :D Currently, I’ve been fasting. A good girl ey?
Currently, I’m craving for pancakes.

FINALLY! Pauls out yo! ahhh. Im happy that he's finally out. But the way he left the show was quite touching in fact. My eyes was teary and so was my sis. i guess he really was born entertainer but NOT A SINGER. So looooooong paul! Oh yea, wat's with ja man at the end of the show?! She is one freaky women! lol.

Have you heard about Natasha Kampusch? The 10 year old girl who got kidnapped 8 years ago? Oh my. Sad life huh? I pitied both the kidnapper and the girl. Why wait till 8 years rite to run away rite? She told the police she was occasionally taken on walks with him through his neighbourhood. Neighbours confirmed they had seen a young woman accompanying the suspected kidnapper, but added she had never called for help. And that captor of her committed suicide straight away after knowing that she had run away. If I was her, I think I will be sad to hear that he commited suicide. I mean, after 8 FREAKING YEARS?! He’s like a friend to me already! I guess so.. lol. Think back, I think, he must have been a nice man to her. If he wasn’t, she should have run away a long time ago and not wait until 8 years!

Oh yea, during the hols, I can foresee myself in hmm 10 years time? Or maybe earlier than that. I THINK im gonna get married with my computer plus having an affair with my television. Cool ey? I have given them all my attention, and I can stay with them forever! Even they can be with me for a long period of time. Awwww…. How I love my Computer + my television. Always & Forever!

w15m chalet.

the bitch is back!

**Guess who's back, back again
Amy's back, tell a friend
Guess who's back, guess who's back,
Guess who's back
Guess who's back**
LOL!IM BACK!
yes, after soooo long...... and now, i decided to update my blog again! Holiday-ing rite now. Boring la. Nothing to do. So yea, started to design new template. Damn, i never did mention what happen the past few months huh?! who i met in RP, how's life in RP, how friendly people in RP is, What IG am i in. And now, it's already the end of semester 1! darn! Well, yea, im sooo gonna miss people in W15M. Ahhh... So long my friends! gonna miss Nurul, Amira, Loga, Eliane, Mimi, Justin and Joel.
Nurul was my first friend in RP. Knew her during orientation. My first impression of her was, i thought she was a chinese. At first i knew i could'nt get along with her, because she was IMPATIENT. lyk seriously, she is! lol. But, as month flew by, i learn to get along with her. and she's understanding too. and i love messing around with her about hmmmmm hahanurul.

then on the first day of school, in my group, there was this malay girl name AMIRA!. yes. AMIRA. ahaha. so yea, FIRST IMPRESSION, minah habes. hahaha! with the red streaks and all. BUT she's not. She was so seriousss when i first knew her. and she didn't even talk to me. ARROGANT AH?! HAHAHAA! so, i started to talk to her first. Since i knew sallihah was her friend, started to talk on that topic for a start. then after a while, i knew she was one crazy child. Yes. CRAZY. ahahaha. I can click with her so well, that we can even talk openly to ourselves. although we knew for a short period of time, i feel like i've known her for soooooo long.

then come, logaRANGINI. First impression was, she was sooo serious/clever. I tot i could never get along with her, since she's tooo clever and all. AHAHA. But i was wrong again. She's tha girl with the heels man! lol! she's like my sister! lyk totally. the way she treated her younger sis is the way my sis treated me. she's helpful + TOO NICE la.

MIMI. knew her when i got to know loga and mira. FIRST IMPRESSION, similar as loga. the clever people yo! lol. This girl she scares me a little. She can get mad at me at anytime. Im pretty scared of her. ;p she's loud!! and serious at times. i never knew she's the type who want's to cabot and all. ahhh... and she likes to cry a lot during movies. no matter wat type of movie she watch. lol! funny! overall, she's fun to be with.

Eliane joined us like months later. before that she was SOOO quiet. so yea, one day, i drag her along during break with us. thennn we started to get close. and guess wat. now, she's be loud. she likes to laugh at preactically anything! she's the second of anna la. crazy + funny! lol!

ahhh... then come justin. IRRITATING! EMO here and there. i'll never miss him saying "EMO!" in classs. URGHHH! but Irritating in a good way irritating. lol. Joel! ahhh... the vacuum! HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA. relax ahhh dun get mad... hahaha! eh who is going to eat my food later if i can't finish?! lol. gonna miss him too.. im gonna misssssss everyone laaaaa!!! everyone from w15m!



:(

anybody?

Do you see what I see? Can you hear what I hear? Or do you feel like I feel? Or do you dream like I dream? Anybody see me? Anybody hear me? Anybody feel me? Anybody out there?!?

hate those wankers.

it seems weird. people dissing other people.
especially, the ones who'll go lyk, i hate emo kids, when they themselves are.
i'll admit myself, i used to lyk emo scene back then when i ferst knew the used.
i find it something unique. but when MCR starts to grew its popularity, wah suddenly people in singapore terikot ikot ah. it's kindda strange ey. suddenly, im starting to hate it ah. tho i love the music la till now. theres even girls kissing girls/ boys kissing boys now?! hellola!? what are they thinking? GROSS!! so now, i dunno why, the port for them is the esplanade. not only them la,, most teenagers la. ok i dun want to write much la, FYI, what im tring to say is, i dun hate emo kids! I HATE THOSE TEENAGERS WHO HANG AROUND ESPLANADE !!

temporary

this is just temporary.

the cute one

oh ya oh ya! i forgot to post abt chalet. it was fun! so fun that the whole couzins did'nt slept the last day. we play, 7th level pig! its so fun! so fun that u can laugh ur ass off till u drop. lol. i'll post some video if filelodge is available.

ANYHOO! the interesting part, the third day at chalet, me fika and my sis went to tampines mall. they got lyk some showcase on the toy'r' us thingy. got this radio person or watever u call it so cool la. alamak, so cool that me and my sis can melt la.
hahahhahahahha not trying to be miang or wat, but he seems soooo, interesting ah.

my sis took it! BLUR! he was looking actualli... but damn...

SICK

IM SICK OF FRIENDSTER AND MYSPACE!

A HAPPY FAMILY.

ALL I EVER WANT IS

A HAPPY
FAMILY

GRR-RAM!

erm, so okay. im depressed people. i hate my family. so yea, i went funan juz now with my family. searching fer a laptop. and my dad was so argh! fed up sia. he was angry, and shouted in the shop sey. fucked up sia. he only believe in wat he says. and he dun trust in other people. including his children. tell me how do u feel?!and yet he could humiliate me and my sis at the shop he saes that evry laptop shud comes with microsoft office itself. HELLO?! he dun even knoe wat is tat btw! and he was agueing with the assist manager there?! and then, i started crying. they saw i was crying, but yet i laugh. i dunno ah. i just can't control my tears ah. so i told my sis and my bro i dun even knoe why im crying. but i sure DO myself.
i waas crying because, im not proud of having a father lyk him.
i was crying because i dun think my family is even wat we call a 'family'
i was crying becos my sis and my bro shouted at my dad. and yet i pitied him.
i was crying because he dun trust me.
yes, i pity him... i really do. i really hate him, but deep down, i knoe theres some things which makes him a special dad. Adding up to the fucked-up-ness, i was posted to IT in republic! ARGH! another reason to be mad aat my dad again.

the mixed tape

This is morning
That's when I
spend the most time Thinking 'bout what I've given up
This is a warning
When you start the day just to close the curtains
You're thinking 'bout
what I've given up
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could
burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of
I read your letter
The one you left when you broke into my house
Retracing ever step you made
And you said you meant it
And there's a piece of me in every single Second of every single day
But if it's true then tell me how it
got this way
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you
I was thinking of
And I can't get to you I can't get to you I can't get to you
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
I swear to God this mix could sink the sun
But it was you I was thinking of
And this is my mixed tape for her
It's like I wrote every note With my own fingers

people always leave

its true.

... And it hurts...

truth

Truth is, I don't really like to think about poly or the after life. im good at secondary school. I knoe my friends and my enemies. And now, the enitre schools over. After graduation, everyone will enjoy themselve. And i have to start all over, alone.

dickies.

yessa its 0630 and yet im not sleeping. i just finished watchin one tree hill 313. gosh. u knoe wat?! i wanna be haley. i wanna be in haley's position! i want a guy lyk nathan. someone who really love her for who she is. it's the heart that matters. but sumtyms, reality won't do such a thing. wat's in a movie are all lies! they tend to play tricks on ur mind. yea, i knoe. it sucks. but how could i ever find a guy lyk nathan in the 20th century. oh come on. its true. (if u know wat i mean.) nathan is just the sweetest guy ever. awwwww. they say, its the personality that matters. well, that's fair enuff. but now, guyz look forward fer girls who have wild personality. ITS TRUE!

mouth.

Its easier in the dark, but pretty soon the light will gonna come back on.And we are gonna go back to who we are. A kiss might meant 'watever' to you. But to me, It meant something. And i wake up wanting to do it again, and again, and pretty much all the tym. But somehow i dun think you feel the same. On the day that changes, On the day you wake up calling me, then i kiss u.

missed.

Hmm, ritenow, im watching dvd. The perfect score. A veery very nice movie to watch! its aout a group of highschool student trying to steal answer keys of their SAT examination. More lyk us, 'o' level examination. So yea, talking about my 'o'. it sucks ok! lol. errr. i failed my eng! D7. but im totally in shock when i pass my chem and phy and humanities. sheeeeeesh. i really tot i failed those subject. and it is ridiculous that i pass humanities! i did'nt even wrote my essay fer ss! and i wonder how the fuck i could pass. but thank god! i believe in him. i've been praying and praying and crying thinking that im goin ite. but hey! i pass! and im happy with it! even i am considered failed, i believe i pass! people were lyk consoling me at the hall, but hey! i waas happy! i was happy that someone out there actually was listening to my prays. overall, im happy! owh yea, at the hall, while waiting fer the results, i was alone (tho im sitting beside luqman who was there to console too, yea thanks!) and i realise one thing. im a loner!! bahahahaha. and im happy with it
i wanna walk in the clouds, i miss chatting with iskandar la. wahlaooo. been two weeks he in the camp sey. i want more indo songs lerrrrrr. hahahaha..=(

vectors.

NEW SHOTS!

testing je.

so yea, i was bored. i downloaded adobe illustrator. hmm. i wanna learn how to do a veector ah. lyk the pro ones. but im a begginer. lol. so yea, i drew a sketch, scan it and turn it into a vector. lookie loookie =D



lyk i said, still a begginer.
and i found a tshirt design template at da. so yea i tried to put this one in it.
hahahahaha! As IF~

sheeeeeeeeeeesh

hot hot hot

ok i just met the most handsomest guy in my life today at semb mrt.

he's so hot!

ok byebye!

LMFAO.

how?

How do you pick up the threads of an old life?
How do you go on?
When in your heart you begin to understand.
There is no going back.
There are some things that cannot be mend.
Some hurts that go deeply.
That have taken hold.

THE LORD OF THE RINGS!

SAD LA THE LORD OF THE RINGS!
I cryyy...
=(

movie homie

k so, i finish watchiin the ferst of the lord of the ring.
aweesome. it was sad! i cried. my gosh. But the ening merepek ah. ahhaha. i wonder people who watch it in cinema have to wait 1 year to wait for the next chapter. gosh. im so bored. k now im gonna watch the second one. So yea, i'll update later. =D so long freakos!

oi

Im so fucken bored la dey

And guess wat im watching?!

The Lord Of The Ring!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

No other fucking show to watch.

So yea, that explains.

touched.

you know, probably no one is reading this. so yea, here i am updating this.
you know, i go crazy about someone who could make me fall for his fav song.
you know, when a girl got addicted and play the song over and over and over again.
yea, so far, theres only 3 dudes who made me feel tat way.
i dunnno why im crapping. but i juz feel lyk i shuld write this on my blog.
so yea, the ferst song was mimpi. i listen to it over and over again tat i never get sick and tired of it. i shuld'nt be telling you who it is. so jgn prasan la. hahahahahahaha. well, he got me addicted to all ska songs. in fact, mimpi waas the first ska song i listen to. sheeesh. and yea, i got crazy over him. i soo miss those days. going out with him. it was rather awdward as he was the first netfwen i met! its funni the way we met fer the ferst tym. he even change the way i like him fer being a fren into the 'like like'. But it was kindda sad to know that i wasn't meant fer him. In fact i was depressed. but i still do have feelings fer him till now. CONFIRM his not reading this. so yea. the
2nd song i fall fer was poison apple. Lyk omg. tat song is sooooooo awesome tat i listen to it evrywhere. Even my brother and sister got addicted bcoz they heard me listen to it lyk almost evrytym! yea i juz have a crush on him and tat's it. and i dun even have any freaking idea why did i even xchange no. with him. lol he got a gerlfren anyways but that was after la. and probably i was nnobody to him but heck! that song is so awesome.
3rd song was bila engkau. sheeesh. tat dude dun even knoe my blog. so yea, he would'nt be reading this. i listen to it b4 i sleep most of the tym. lol. tat song is lyk my lullaby. gosh. seriously its a nice song tat could make u sleep. but the lyrics are so damn meaningful. ahh... tat song is just too sweet. and he is the kind of guy im looking for. someone who is shy yet talkative, sumone who is secretive, sumone who is outstanding. yea he is. he's sumone who understands me. he's just diff. lyk i say it's just a lyk. a crush i guess. =D
i knoe i sounds lyk a fag! but heck care! im bored anyways.

woooooowaaaaah

k. i knoe i have been not updating my blog since ever. sorie bout that. too lazy la. actually i wanted to change the layout but got 1 stupid error uh. then forget it! im not changing. Im bored actually, that's y here i am updating. so yea, nothing much happen to me lately. BORED BORED BORED sey. sit at home 24 hours is lyk hell. especially, when my mom start nagging. arghh! so fucking hate it.