I've been doing a lot of online shopping lately.
GRR.

And, so long my lovely streaks....
Im a normal black head now.
SIGHHHH.

Lots of trip this week for work.
Early sleep today.

NYAHAHAHHAHA. WATTTT SIAAAAA….

   

NYAHAHAHHAHA. WATTTT SIAAAAAAA....

So im working tomorrow. WORK! LIKE WOAH! First time like that luh kan. Aminah’s working.
But i’ve got stages that i must go through in order to confirm that i’ll be working there.

1st that im currently worrying is my medical condition.
2nd my law examination
3rd my shooting examination

The great thing about training at home team academy is that, love’s camp is just around the corner. And he always park his bike at home team. So you knoe what that means? every fri and wed pick ups! nyahahhahaha.

 

It feels kindda good

I had fun that sat night at the fuel party with elia. Initially, i thought that, mannn… partying just the two of us, was like like wth! But you know what?  I had the greatest night with my best friend dancing at the dance floor together. just 4 cups of redbull vodka and a nick of tequila got us move on the dancefloor. And yeap another cup of drinks offered by some of the guys especially for eliane. nyahahaha. We got so high that we could’nt even stand straight. If love did’nt picked me up that night, probably we both will still be dancing our ass away. I really had fun. BUT! I made love so pissed that he did’nt talk to me that whole journey back. I kindda broken his promises of being able to control myself. But what i love about him is that, he takes time to understand my situation. He’s understanding. He knows how i felt about how sad i am for my dearest best friend is gonna leave singapore soon to pursue her degree in australia. So i kindda take this chance to spent time with her and have fun the whole night with her. I really am gonna miss you eliane tan! Love said im lesbian, because i cried for eliane. nyahahahha. Face it, youre jealous.   Oh this was on my brothers bdae.

wake up aminah!

A trip down to memory lane

That saturday, since me and love can’t make it to watch the exhibition with everyone else, we decided to travel back on my memory lane. We went to yishun. Where i was raised up till i was ten or eleven. I really miss this place. I told love that, if i was still living here, probably i’ll be like a minah. With a group of mats and minahs. AHahahha. seriously. When i was living here, in my primary school life, all the friends that i had was malays. And almost everyone now turned out to be like one. I still remember the times where we will always play blind mice with the boys and the girls. And the fights we’ve got into.

Anyways, That friday night, On my way to meet love under my blk, i decided to checked my mailbox. And i saw this.

I ran to love, and i told him, i got it i got it already. I was happy but at the same time scared about it. Love was excited and at the same time scared for me too. So i told him, no matter what happens at least i tried. And that maybe that’s why singapore customs came in as a 2nd choice.

And so i opened the letter…

NYAHAHAHHAHAHA. finally! Something is calling me. wake up aminah! Time to work now. Time to finally feed yourself and be independent. Time to repay everyone who has been feeding me. Im ready now. First interview, first job. Less bogging, more working.

And for the sake of wanting to pass my driving license, im going for a late night driving today, tmr and the day after tmr. –_____-

I told mommy just now, "Malas seh nak mandi"
Mommy said, "Masyallah! Mari kau aku berus ngan berus jamban!"
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

"We have been through so much together. And despite how confused I've been or lost I might have gotten, there was always you. Finding me; and saving me. You deserve to be adored. So that's what we're gonna do. I am so terribly in love with you. And I always will be."

"i believe in true love. i believe in love at first sight. i believe love conquers all. that doesn't mean that there's not going be hard days or difficult things to deal with because there will be. but finding that person who does it for you and knowing that person loves you back just makes everything so much easier."

Im feeling really restless today. On a brighter note, i've got another interview to attend to. Singapore Customs. But i have yet to wait for ICA to respond. Baby is scared to see me work. Hhahaha. -_______- You know me, princess wat. sleep wake up late late. bbdc pract also late. haiyo. i see i also scared loh!

I was browsing thru facebook, and i came across one of my sec school friends. And i thought to myself, my, shes a strong babe. One who can really make me jealous. and hands down, i respect her for everything. I just wish i could be just as strong as her. But the thing is, i knew that i already could. But sadly, i know, im already not.

My best medicine

Baby, you're my best medicine

Im down with a high fever yest. Rite after spending the time with baby at bedok, to vivo. to town and then to beach road. That baby said i looked like im dying. But honestly, my fever never reach 38.3 before. And the bike ride almost made me feel like fainting. and today, i woke up seeing him at my house. After much stupid jokes he made, i felt better and i spent my time with him playing badminton. hahaha.

Went home to get some shower, and we hang out under my void deck. And it almost felt to me like it was the first time we knew each other. Only difference was, we were'nt holding hands last time. I can't believe that he could actually remember how my myspace profile looked like at that point of time. That was like in 2006. Then the early 2007 he started commenting on me, When he still had a gf. -__- And then they broke up, him saying that the reason he broke up was because he had his mind on me. I felt bad, but i knew, i never did try to ruin their relationship, because i told him to hang on. Then i just knew that i can never be with a guy who wants to fool around. After months of meeting up and him giving up, he already started dating many many girls. But still he will always find means to get thru to me. So i decided to be-friends with him. But this idiot keep sugar-coating me and making me hurt. Until my 2007 birthday, he popped that question for him to be mine. At the very same spot where we were sitting this 2009, today. *looking at the countless of girls he dated* I was still was'nt ready. And he gave up again. He continued dating other girls and this time, this idiot hurt me real bad when leaving me. But everytime, when things don't go the way he wanted it to be, he find his ways back to me again. being nice, i'm always his listening ear. Not until early 2008 where i decided to finally gave this idiot up for his playing around with my feelings. I met him up for the last time, and ended the night with a goodbye sms. I started crying cuz it was just too hard. And that night after, he came over and started shedding tears. Thats when i knew, he still has a heart. And that THIS IDIOT, is that idiot whom i'll love today tommorow, the next year and the many many more years to come.

He changed a lot. After much testing and people telling me how bad i am treating the other guys. I have faith that there's always reasons why i chose him over the others.
And i think that it is fate that brought me here.

Cheesay huh?!

"Fate is building a bridge of chance for someone you love"

Birthdays

 

Happy birthday Mommy and Justin!

Was justin’s bdae. Happy 21st bdae buddy! Can’t wait to see you botak. haha.
Celebrated his bdae at balcony bar. Had Vodka shots and a jug of whisky coke and all. Haha. That boy gotten really high to the extent that he puke, his willing to open his tshirt in the bar to change to the shirt we bought and talk nonsense and all. Tho i promised baby i won’t drink anymore. I think i really got baby dissapointed. But its good that he was still okay with it.

              

And soon after celebrating his bdae, i went back home to surprise my mom.