Weee

i saw.. i saw.. abg cuties.. weehee! he was wearing the same cap. i was eating wif ma family when i see this guy in front of of the food court. i was lyk, he seem familiar. wEe.. i guess he remembered me and ma sis. Ahhh. He's cute! lost his pic i took on ma hp! coz i lost da phone! Fuck the person who steal it!!!

ggdgd

he said : "but u nvr forget me right..?"

My mind, my heart whispers "Nop. Evry Min, Evry Second."
But my ans was... "No idiot."

This goes out to fadhli and only fadhli.
I wished i could've told you sooner that, i think about you a lot.
and that i wish things between us could always remain the same.

But truth is, it can never be the same anymore.
We were friends. We were best friends. It always felt more than that.
I'd travelled an hour to meet you, even tho our distance were so far away.

And now, after a year of leaving me behind,
you're asking us to get back to where we use to be?!
Of course i do still think of you.
Of course i wanted to.
But, Y now?

You told me you promise it would never happen again.
how sure are you?
I always thought you actually made me feel loved.
In fact, you're the first person to do that.
Made me find a reason to be attached.

But you changed when u graduated and got in ITE.
Well yea, people changed dun they? I see that with my own eyes

I may have loved you.
But, sadly enough. i don't want to carry on how we were.
Like i told you, theres plenty of fishes in the sea.

Don't pine, move on. I can always be your friend.
you know that right? But, nothing more like last time.
I'll always be there like how you've been all this while for me.

WeeeEeEe

K. I started ma day with a tear on ma eyes! Wat else could it be rather then her.! When i open ma eyes, all i can hear was ma mom crying. She was tokin on the phone wif ma sis. She was quarellin abt yest. And i heard sumthink lyk is ur name end wif "bte yousop" and she was lyk quiet i think. She told ma mom that she hate ma dad. Man! Tat's harsh ok! Fuck her! I so hate her! !@#$^%^. Hey! Can u juz change ur behaviour!! I hate her i hate her!

WeeEe! Tommmmoroe goin to Kl! WeEeEeEe! But Damn. I dun even knoe how "fun" it will turn out within this family! ATTITUDE PROBLEM! tat was wat she usually tell me. Look at urselF! K la! Afteerall, i admit. i do love her as my sis. But lately, i hate her behaviour!

haiz

Haiz. Am so saad man. Todae ma sis got her salary. She went home, and give ma mom 200 bucks. She usually gave ma mom 300 and ma dad 200 (i think am not sure how much ma dad usually get). But this tym, she gave ma mom 200 and ma daad nothin. She usualli gave me 30 bucks but this tym i get NOTHIN! K. Tat's fine with me aite. I dun reealli caree tat much. It's not a big deal aniwaez. When ma sis handed ma mom the 200 bucks, ma mom waas lyk. wat?! 200 onlie? she asked her, wat abt ma dad. She say, juz share it. Then ma mom nag and nag abt the amt she have. Ma sis wwas lyk, wat da hell she's not even thankful of what she get. K at this point im siding ma sis. Yes she was rite. Summore she need her own money to spend at kl. And yes ma mom did'nt even mention thank you to her! Wad da hell! How bad was tat! if me oso i mad seh. Hmms.. kk. Then, later that night, when she's asleep, ma mom tok to me. She said lyk how rude waaas she.So, I told her my point of view, who's being rude to who! She told me tat she did'nt say thank you coz she felt pity towards ma dad. She told me how could ma sis give her the money and told ma daad nothin's fer him right in froont of his face! And ma daad get nothin?! After all her life ma dad took care of her. Give her money and this is what he get in return?! Ma mom oso had a point here! how coould she do tat! By then, i feel sad fer ma dad. I even cried thinkin of it. I saaw the look in ma daaad face. He wwas dissapointed. yea! how could she do tat. If u want to give 200 oso give la 100 to ma mom and 100 to ma dad so its fair. The point is! i felt sad fer ma dad! It's juz lyk i give sumthin unequally among ma best fwens. Haiz. I so hate it when ma mom complain things to me. I dun want to hear the stories! Sumtimes it hurts me! It made me cry when i see her crying. Lately,ma sis behaviour been changin. It's true. When i try to tell her, she's lyk "IM NOT MAKIN ANY DIFFICULTIES FER ANY ONE OF U RITE?!!". Ey, hello!?! u makin my life diffficult here! ferst, i hate ma mom complaining to me! Second, I hate it when she got beaten up by ma dad. cozit hurts me! Third, I hate it when u and me fight! Sumtimes, i think her fwwen got her influence. But who noes. I'm sad. I'm sad. Am truly sad. I dunno who to listen hear. Ma mom. Or ma sis?!

wat da hell

wad da hell! ma sis tok in her dream again. HahA. ThiS tym she asked to postpone. i ask her postpone wat she kept quiet. then i ask her kl uh? She said yea. Hahaha! Crazy women!

On my own - the used
See all those people on the ground
Wasting time
I try to hold it all inside,
But just for tonight,
The top of the world,
Sitting here wishing,
The things I've become,
That something is missing,
Maybe I...(fuck it)
But what do I know.

And now it seems that I have found,
Nothing at all,
I wanna hear your voice out loud,
Slow it down, slow it down,
Without it all,
I'm choking on nothing,
It's clear in my head,
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing it all.

On my own...

Without it all,
I'm choking on nothing,
It's clear in my head,
And I'm screaming for something,
Knowing nothing is better than knowing it all.

On my own...

got it

i got it! See it by "Clickin Here

haiyo!

Hey! Why many people go to ma blog but not eveen a single soul tag me?! Hahaha! Is there sumthink wrong with ma tagboard?! Tell me if there is though... Hmms... am hearing to H.I.M songs rite now. haha! Bam got an influence on me! nah.. actualli it all started when i watch this video called Bittersweet (apocalyptica feat ville valo) It's so nice. they sat on a table and playin A board which is sumthink lyk the ouija board. Kindda cool. Kindda Gothic. Aniwaez, apocalyptica Which i dun realli knoe who and ville valo is the lead singer fer H.I.M. Bitteersweet really made me listen to it over and oveer again. Its nice. Kindda slow though. When i find the video i'll try to put it in here aitez! heh. Well, todae, the same old thing sit at home doin nothin. Juz a few min ago ma sis talk in her dream man! she said sumthing abt the membership! Hahaha! Man! Wat is she dreamin. I ask her wat membership and she replied the club! Hahahah! *laugh my ass off*! i sae wat club.. She said " check la bodo!" Ahahaha! am too scared to ask her other question! Am scared she suddenly waalk in her sleep and stranggle me or sumthink! Huhahaha.

A l l s e t ! !

Yeeeehhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! all done! Finally it's finish. all of them! well, kindda suck ey coz i dunno wat to put fer the other two links which i consider it as ma mmmusic and quizzes page. Haha. Got Nothin else in mind. Hmm to those who went to my blog, Leave some comments ey. HEh. Well, todaae was Browsing thru the net when i came across najihah's blog. Saw a picture of lindsay lohan. Man. she look ugly in blonde! I prefer her brunette rather then blonde. Wat najihah wrote was quite true actualli. I also think it came from that paris diesease! arghhhhhhhhhh! Haha. Have u guyz watch oc seasoon 2 episode 24? Man! I cried watchin tat episode. it's the last episode actualli! Damn! Tat's wat i hate about dramas! Kindda sad ryans bro died! Merissa shoot him! Argh!! now i cannot see tat cute face of logan marshallgreen! But nehmind BAM MARGERA came to the rescue! Huahahahaha! I so loooooove bam!

• 4 more days to gooo~! Weee~!

W o o h o o

woohoo~! Finally a new layout fer ma blog. Been doin this fer da past 11 hours. Only 2 page are ready. The rest can do tommoroe la. Am so sleepy. The thing about me. Once i start, I will never stop. I still feel lyk doin this shit till i finishh all 6 pages but ma eyes can't take it animore! argh!! Im seeing double visions rite no. ahaha. Am so Bored nowadays. Im owaaaes at home playing computer evry single daae. Haiz. Wonder when am i goin out. Can't wait to go to KL next thursday. WOOHOO! haha. Can't wait to shop shop shop! Do u guyz knoe that this is ma ferst tym to kl? haha. tat's why im excited. Huhahahaha.. Kesian.. Namonla tak pernal gi KL kan?! Finally school's over! Yeah! now i can finally enjoy a peaaceful holidaae! thou i still need to study s o's commin! DAMN! Hate it!