Screaming Eyes

Screaming Eyes
At first, looking at her
You’d never know
All the pain she’ll never show
The way she carries herself
The way she walks,
the way she acts
You’d never know
The joy her life lacks

Hidden in amber pools of light
There’s a sadness that comes out at night
And she’s laughing on the outside looking in
Putting on a mask to hide her sins

As she runs worn fingers through her hair
She screams out loud
For someone to take away the despair
The way she stares
You’d never know
How she has no one who cares
But she won’t let you see
Just how the world brought her to her knees

Look deeper than those amber pools of light
There’s a sadness that comes out at night
And she’s laughing on the outside looking in
Putting on a mask to hide her sins

There’s a longing for someone who gives a damn
To save her where no one else can
The tired truth rests at bay
But only when she’s busy all day

And even then
You might just see the trying times inside
You might see it in her eyes
Loneliness and pain-this is where it lies
And only she knows that this is how she dies
It shows in those screaming eyes
-Author's note- Song lyrics/poem are copyrighted: Copyright 2002 Amber Wright

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. AstalaByeBye People!!
i won't be online fer long!

Miss you!!

f e e l

Every wall has a picture and every wall has a memory,
Every wall has a picture,
but there are no pictures of me.
I feel like there's no tomorrow and there is nothing to do today,
Canned lover,I am food for you--can't you see that it will always be this way?
It's been awhile since affection has run its course through my body..
the euphoria is coming down,Green mint tea means recovery,but it's not enough..
green mint tea on the floor and all around.
I never know the right thing to say,
but it's all crashing down on me,
anyway--this doesn't have to be real,
Empty containers strewn about all over the place and dancing lights in my face,
but I can't catch..this is how I feel.
Memories were meant to fade when friendships should last forever,
but take a picture,
And sometimes pictures dissolve in dislike when friendships fade..
don't be mad at her.
Should I speak the words,
canned lover,even though I'm not good at what I say?
I need a hug and I need a voice,
but you ignore and it's all crashing down on me, anyway.
I feel small,
my heart is always heavy,
and now it bleeds..
this doesn't have to be real,
Broken glass beneath my feet and the stars are close--so sweet,
but I can't touch..this is how I feel.

s i l e n t k i l l e r

Evrything Is All So Silent Now. Evry Soul Is Killing Me Slowly. Evry Chapter, Theres Always A Tragedy. And Evry Sentence, There's Always Meanings behind it.

O h G o s h

Owh gosh o levvel is coming.
freaking scared.

Am so fuckin sad and angry.
I just don't understand my father.
I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!
you just can see how bad he treated my sister.
Ur child shud be treated equally fucker!
I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!I do.
He will always find fault in my sister.
I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!
It's so painful to see that.
To see Your own sister being beaten up.
FUCKIN HELL!
No use of me crying when nothiing could be solved.
u lyk my sister juz for her money huh?
when ur broke u come to her?!
And tat's it ey?!?!
Tat is the only thing u love about her huh?

i love her. MORE then i love him
When I Die, Promise Me 1 Thing.
Show this to my sister.

i <3 you

I Hate You

I Hate You

I Hate You

I Hate You

I Hate You

I Hate You

I Hate You

I Hate You

I Hate You

I Miss You

h a i

Why? Why life has to be so cruel? Im so sad. ferst was my education, and then my... argh forget it!
Is dying the only solution. Bah! Tats so stooppid. After having a conversation with sumone. I just realised how harsh, Mean and cruel i was. Ok. My fault. Yea. Im just a meanie.
I never tot it will be lyk this. Gosh.