everything's messed up.
everything's not right, right now.

I feel the lowest i've ever been.
Im suffering and all i can do is hide.
Im on crisis. Im scared. Im fucking scared.
I cried myself to sleep.
I wish i coould bear with everything.
I wish i would'nt have to throw it.

Im weak. Soo weak.
Im on my mood swings.
Throwing temper at the bf is all i could do.
But i did'nt mean to, im sorry.

Pimples start showing, that shows how fucking stressed i am.
Cant believe i have to go through all of this.
But im thankful that bf and sis is going to be by my side.