Blessed are the hearts that can bend

Albert Camus once wrote, "Blessed are the hearts that can bend; they shall never be broken." But I wonder if there's no breaking then there's no healing, and if there's no healing then there's no learning. And if there's no learning then there's no struggle. But struggle is a part of life. So must all hearts be broken?

Im in painnnnnnnnnnnnn.

so much painnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
terribly. sadly. grrrrrrrrrr.
SAKITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT SEKALIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.
i feel like crying, but i can't.

because, im trying my best to hold it back.
and it has got nothing to do with the heart or anywhere in my system.
hah. bare with it ass!

wake me up in april can?